how amazing is this, three days last week i went and hung out with people...who WEREN'T MATT. maybe my shitty mopey depressed antisocial state i've been in since all the bullshit with curtis is finally starting to go away. i'm relieved, naturally, but i can't say i'm entirely surprised. it IS almost spring, you know. my spirits tend to lift as ( Read more... )

i decided that i wanted to get some kind of pet the other day. i was going to get a turtle but the pet store didn't have any so i got a gecko instead. and i think he's probably way cooler than a turtle anyways. he's TOO fucking cute. and he's evil, he was tormenting this cricket today. ripping off his legs one at a time and letting him get away for ( Read more... )

you guys. i totally got a tattoo. ROCK. it's 2 skulls, but they're red and on a stem so they look like cherries. i got it at art & soul, naturally. only cost me $50. it's little though, and on my left ankle. mom and dad don't seem to care. good thing, cuz i didn't tell them i was getting it. heh. it's pretty sore right now, like a bad sunburn. and ( Read more... )

my birthday is tomorrow. 19, woo ha! i'm finally almost not a teenager anymore. lots of people don't seem to want to grow up, i can't fucking wait. i'm sick of THIS shit ( Read more... )

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i applied for a credit card today. we'll see how that goes. i need to build good credit to get anywhere in the world ( Read more... )

this is such a shame ( Read more... )

valentines day can kiss my ASS. bitch ( Read more... )

i just did my taxes, ALL BY MYSELF, and nice and early too. and i shall be recieving a return of $530!!! :DANCE DANCE DANCE: that kicks SO much ass. used car, here i come! or perhaps, moving out here i come! i haven't decided which i want more yet. hmmmm ( Read more... )

last night curtis called me and i told him i can't talk to him anymore. it upsets me too much. i felt really bad doing it, but i've come to realize that with matt and curtis both in my life, one of us is always miserable, and more often than not it's me. i can't control whether or not either of them are miserable, but i have to look out for myself ( Read more... )