Green Eyed [Bam/Ryan, implied Ryan/Novak]
Green Eyed
Disclaimer: Not mine!
AN: It’s just me again…^_^ Response to vodka2tharescue
Summary: Bam doesn’t understand it, it just is.
Green Eyed
We’ve all been through so much, the drugs, the accidents, the arguments, the drinking, all the break ups with our girlfriends. And I would’ve thought that it’d bring us closer together.
I couldn’t have been more wrong.
We may have come together, but we also ended up with a wedge between us. And it’s mainly my fault. And I don’t know why, it’s not like I set out do it, it’s not like I don’t trust you, it’s just…I get so jealous when you’re with him.
I always knew you guys were close, but you never really forgave him for lying to use over the drugs, and I know he never fully regained your trust. I know I shouldn’t worry about anything, I know I shouldn’t get angry at you or him, but I do.
Whenever I see you with him, when the two of you laugh and share private jokes, when we go out drinking and you two laugh at random stuff no one gets, it just gets at something inside me.
I don’t know what it is, I can’t understand it. I don’t have a clue where it comes from. I just turn into the green eyed monster when you’re with him and I don’t know what’s real and what’s in my head.
I’m sorry I shouted at you Ryan, I’m sorry I said you were cheating, I’m sorry I insinuated that you were sleeping with Novak.
I’m sorry I’m such a prat, I’m sorry you feel I don’t trust you, I’m just sorry.
Because you’re angry at me, and I’m angry and I know Novak’s angry. But I didn’t mean it, and I do trust you, I’m just insecure.
Please Ryan, I can’t explain why I get green eyed when you’re standing there, talking and laughing and smiling with him. I don’t want to lose you because of my own stupidity. Just come back and we can sort it out, I’m sorry.
I love you.
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END.
God that song is amazing…its so simple and so…fucking amazing! (If you’ll pardon my French.)
Hope it’s what you wanted, sorry it’s so short.
Feedback keeps me happy and writing. Make my ego expand!!!
Disclaimer: Not mine!
AN: It’s just me again…^_^ Response to vodka2tharescue
Summary: Bam doesn’t understand it, it just is.
Green Eyed
We’ve all been through so much, the drugs, the accidents, the arguments, the drinking, all the break ups with our girlfriends. And I would’ve thought that it’d bring us closer together.
I couldn’t have been more wrong.
We may have come together, but we also ended up with a wedge between us. And it’s mainly my fault. And I don’t know why, it’s not like I set out do it, it’s not like I don’t trust you, it’s just…I get so jealous when you’re with him.
I always knew you guys were close, but you never really forgave him for lying to use over the drugs, and I know he never fully regained your trust. I know I shouldn’t worry about anything, I know I shouldn’t get angry at you or him, but I do.
Whenever I see you with him, when the two of you laugh and share private jokes, when we go out drinking and you two laugh at random stuff no one gets, it just gets at something inside me.
I don’t know what it is, I can’t understand it. I don’t have a clue where it comes from. I just turn into the green eyed monster when you’re with him and I don’t know what’s real and what’s in my head.
I’m sorry I shouted at you Ryan, I’m sorry I said you were cheating, I’m sorry I insinuated that you were sleeping with Novak.
I’m sorry I’m such a prat, I’m sorry you feel I don’t trust you, I’m just sorry.
Because you’re angry at me, and I’m angry and I know Novak’s angry. But I didn’t mean it, and I do trust you, I’m just insecure.
Please Ryan, I can’t explain why I get green eyed when you’re standing there, talking and laughing and smiling with him. I don’t want to lose you because of my own stupidity. Just come back and we can sort it out, I’m sorry.
I love you.
-
END.
God that song is amazing…its so simple and so…fucking amazing! (If you’ll pardon my French.)
Hope it’s what you wanted, sorry it’s so short.
Feedback keeps me happy and writing. Make my ego expand!!!