A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y ( Read more... )

I've lost my chance.

So there's only like..6ish days till I'm 18.

And I get mono.

What a great fucking birthday present...

I sometimes wish that life was like the video games I play.
Where I could have the power to take someone's life in a heart beat.
Or destroy the earth with one swift motion.
Or the ability to die and come back again.

If only life were like...

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In less than two weeks I am in.. This is the best thing I could've decided to do.. Finally, some happiness in this delusional thing called life.

The Dream is evident in Two Weeks.
The time to grow up is now.
All the fun stuff you do in High School,
Its over now.
All those stupid stuff you do in High School,
Thats out the door also.
I cannot belive it but its really happening.

I must shut everyone out except J.P. to achieve the strength for this clash with destiny.

The world is piecing back togahter.
The dream is there and in my grasp.
Lets do it man.
Lets fucking do it.

I know why I act that way now.
It'll change like a snap of a finger.
you'll seee :D

Because of a poor choice I must wait for destiny.

So last night after I had gotten off work I sat in Ed's car ( Read more... )

If I want to enlist around my bday I gotta stop all the fun things of the summerlife.

Lets begin.