Squee!
I was musing with Kaze about my inability to go anywhere with the follow-up to Shine last night, and I determined maybe the opening was just wrong. So I rewrote it, and then the rest of the chapter just flowed. X3 It's up, and I've started chapter two.
The theme for the fic is stars, so I'm looking for all the song titles/lyrics relating to stars I can find, as possible chapter titles. And duh, I rediscovered Evanescence's Your Star! It really sounds like the image song for this fic.
I can't see your star
I can't see your star
though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today
I can't see your star
the mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away
and I'm alone now
me and all I stood for
we're wandering now
all in parts in pieces, swim lonely
find your own way out
I can't see your star
I can't see your star
how can the darkness feel so wrong?
and I'm alone now
me and all I stood for
we're wandering now
all in parts in pieces, swim lonely
find your own way out
So far away
its growing colder without your love
why can't you feel me calling your name?
can't break the silence
its breaking me
all my fears turn to rage
and I'm alone now me
and all I stood for
we're wandering now
all in parts and pieces, swim lonely
find your own way out
While rediscovering that, I happened to look at the lyrics for The Only One on the previous page in the lyrics booklet. Genesis song. X3 Yes. **never had a clear image before of what the song reminded her of.**
When they all come crashing down- midflight
you know you're not the only one
when they're so alone they find a back door out of life
you know you're not the only one
We're all grieving
lost and bleeding
All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me
So afraid to open your eyes- hypnotized
you know you're not the only one
never understood this life
and you're right I don't deserve but you know I'm not the only one
We're all grieving
lost and bleeding
All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me
Don't look down
don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you
don't look down, you'll fall down,
you'll become their sacrifice
right or wrong
can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you
if I can't feel, I'm not mine,
I'm not real
All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me
While I'm thinking of it, have I mentioned that Hand of Sorrow now totally makes me think of Genesis, Seph, and maybe Angeal? All the SOLDIERs who wanted to get out/did get out, and the sorrows and tragedies that resulted.
The child without a name grew up to be the hand
To watch you, to shield you, or kill on demand
The choice he'd made he could not comprehend
His blood a grim secret they had to command
He's torn between his honor and the true love of his life
He prayed for both but was denied
So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?
The curse of his powers tormented his life
Obeying the crown was a sinister price
His soul was tortured by love and by pain
He surely would flee, but the oath made him stay
He's torn between his honor and the true love of his life
He prayed for both but was denied
So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?
Please forgive me for the sorrow
For leaving you in fear
For the dreams we had to silence
That's all there'll ever be
Still I'll be the hand that serves you
Though you'll not see that it is me
So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?
I've found a bunch of cute pics on DeviantArt the last couple of days, and then Kaze has sent others. X3 So I'm on a squee high tonight. Only problem there is, I can't decide whether to keep writing the current angst, start a blurb of other angst, or do some flat-out fluff.
And after the awesome RP Lisa and I did, I have decided the mind-control thing must be a fic. And the events of the previous entry's blurb must be done like they were in the RP, with Angeal being the one to find Genesis. ;__;
And while I actually REMEMBER, for Pete's sake, here! X3 http://community.livejournal.com/_crisiscore_/102577.html Have a Kenichi interview!
The theme for the fic is stars, so I'm looking for all the song titles/lyrics relating to stars I can find, as possible chapter titles. And duh, I rediscovered Evanescence's Your Star! It really sounds like the image song for this fic.
I can't see your star
I can't see your star
though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today
I can't see your star
the mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away
and I'm alone now
me and all I stood for
we're wandering now
all in parts in pieces, swim lonely
find your own way out
I can't see your star
I can't see your star
how can the darkness feel so wrong?
and I'm alone now
me and all I stood for
we're wandering now
all in parts in pieces, swim lonely
find your own way out
So far away
its growing colder without your love
why can't you feel me calling your name?
can't break the silence
its breaking me
all my fears turn to rage
and I'm alone now me
and all I stood for
we're wandering now
all in parts and pieces, swim lonely
find your own way out
While rediscovering that, I happened to look at the lyrics for The Only One on the previous page in the lyrics booklet. Genesis song. X3 Yes. **never had a clear image before of what the song reminded her of.**
When they all come crashing down- midflight
you know you're not the only one
when they're so alone they find a back door out of life
you know you're not the only one
We're all grieving
lost and bleeding
All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me
So afraid to open your eyes- hypnotized
you know you're not the only one
never understood this life
and you're right I don't deserve but you know I'm not the only one
We're all grieving
lost and bleeding
All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me
Don't look down
don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you
don't look down, you'll fall down,
you'll become their sacrifice
right or wrong
can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you
if I can't feel, I'm not mine,
I'm not real
All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me
While I'm thinking of it, have I mentioned that Hand of Sorrow now totally makes me think of Genesis, Seph, and maybe Angeal? All the SOLDIERs who wanted to get out/did get out, and the sorrows and tragedies that resulted.
The child without a name grew up to be the hand
To watch you, to shield you, or kill on demand
The choice he'd made he could not comprehend
His blood a grim secret they had to command
He's torn between his honor and the true love of his life
He prayed for both but was denied
So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?
The curse of his powers tormented his life
Obeying the crown was a sinister price
His soul was tortured by love and by pain
He surely would flee, but the oath made him stay
He's torn between his honor and the true love of his life
He prayed for both but was denied
So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?
Please forgive me for the sorrow
For leaving you in fear
For the dreams we had to silence
That's all there'll ever be
Still I'll be the hand that serves you
Though you'll not see that it is me
So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?
I've found a bunch of cute pics on DeviantArt the last couple of days, and then Kaze has sent others. X3 So I'm on a squee high tonight. Only problem there is, I can't decide whether to keep writing the current angst, start a blurb of other angst, or do some flat-out fluff.
And after the awesome RP Lisa and I did, I have decided the mind-control thing must be a fic. And the events of the previous entry's blurb must be done like they were in the RP, with Angeal being the one to find Genesis. ;__;
And while I actually REMEMBER, for Pete's sake, here! X3 http://community.livejournal.com/_crisiscore_/102577.html Have a Kenichi interview!