It's So Good 'Til it Goes Bad

May 31, 2010 22:51

Title: It's So Good 'Til it Goes Bad
Pairing: Rachel/Quinn
Rating: PG-13
Length: ~6,150
Summary: The day Rachel Berry got her very first slushie facial was the day that changed it all. Warnings: Graphic detail of self-injury.
Author's Note: You should just disregard the back 9...and some of the front 13. Basically this is kind of AU.

It's So Good 'Til it Goes Bad )

length: 5000-10000, rating: pg-13, pairing: rachel/quinn, !glee

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mooosicaldreamz June 1 2010, 04:16:11 UTC
Oddly enough, Keep Holding On came up when I started reading this.

OKAY, I GIVE UP. YOU AREN'T EVER GOING TO WRITE A FIC I HATE. UGH. IT ISN'T FAIR. And, really morbid detail that I probably shouldn't like, but Rachel having a pattern of a star with the scars? Nice, scary touch. I kind of love this story. Yet again. I feel like I'm becoming repetitive.

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insaneantics21 June 1 2010, 04:21:46 UTC
I thought about stealing lyrics from that for the title but then "Sober" came on and I flailed and used lyrics from it instead.

IF I HADN'T WRITTEN THE ALTERNATE ENDING TO SILVER LINING YOU WOULD'VE HATED IT, I BET. <3333

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mooosicaldreamz June 1 2010, 04:27:43 UTC
Good choices, those songs.

I HATED THAT DAMN STORY ANYWAY. WAY TO HIT ME SQUARE IN THE HEART MUSCLE, DAMN IT. MADE ME CRY LIKE A TINY LITTLE BABY. I don't really like any stories about cancer? SO I DIDN'T LIKE IT ANYWAY. BUT I LOVED IT TOO, I GUESS. EVEN IF IT MADE ME CRY. I can appreciate the first ending, because reality can be shitty like that.

Why all the hearts after that? *shrugs* <3333333333333 right back at you, bb!

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insaneantics21 June 1 2010, 04:54:06 UTC
TRY WRITING THAT DAMN STORY AND WITH MY OCD AND HAVING TO READ IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD THAT WAS?!

Lots of hearts because I heart you? Izzat a problem? =P

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lynnearlington June 1 2010, 04:19:12 UTC
EVERYONE IS POSTING ANGST i love it

This was awesome as expected and even though I didn't vote for I was NOT DISAPPOINTED.

I'm going to go listen to sad music by myself in a dark room now.

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insaneantics21 June 1 2010, 04:23:43 UTC
Everyone else has been complaining about it...and then they all wanted me to post it. I was confused but I went with it =P

THANK YOU =D

Aww...but...but it ended happy??

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lynnearlington June 1 2010, 05:26:33 UTC
Yeah it seems that angst is the flavor of the week lately. IZ GREAT.

And yes it ended it happy which is YAY but my brain is still flooded with the sadness. *goes off to write about sad things*

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ashlessica1235 June 1 2010, 04:21:04 UTC
ok santanas get the fuck back to your own business was freaking awesome..and from someone who personally cuts and was in a mental hospital, this was touching, i didnt have anyone who loved me like quinn so it was heartbreaking to read this, but on a lighter note I LOVED IT ANDD YOUR WRITING!!

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insaneantics21 June 1 2010, 04:24:25 UTC
A lot of this was based on previous personal experience, so I get it.

Thanks =)

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mrs_musgravetng June 1 2010, 04:28:40 UTC
oh god oh thank you I can breathe and I didn't cry. I got misty eyed a bit, but I'm not crying. whew okay. just kinda had to say that, and the same I said on tumblr, the disclaimer almost made me cry, coz I did the same thing. I'm so glad Rachel got help, and had Quinn, and her parents, and boxing.
I loved this.

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insaneantics21 June 1 2010, 04:50:35 UTC
Breathing is good! In and out! In and out!

Glad you loved it, bb! <33

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breatheitin13 June 1 2010, 04:33:57 UTC
Ok so I though I was going to have an allergic reaction to this, but there was enough fluff to put a damper on it. Well done for not killing me! :)

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insaneantics21 June 1 2010, 04:50:55 UTC
I'm glad I didn't kill you, too! If I were in jail I couldn't write =P

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