long time i know i know ( Read more... )

depper breaths, everything stops, then in on top of the world ( Read more... )

my gawd im just going to die, and put myself out of misery.. i swear it would be easier then living at thins very fucking moment ! *cries* oh fucking well i suppose , what should i care anymore i should be use to this pain that hits me everytime i see ppl together and happy...shit shit shit !!!!! so any friends want to help me ? all i want is not ( Read more... )

arent you so very proud of me a whole big post and i didnt talk about being single heck yesh i think that deserves a pat on the back*pats back* good job me !!!!

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yeah so im bored like hardXcore bored, you have no idea. anyway i think my dog just farted ew my gawd im going to pass out !yeah so my little brother wrote santa a letter ! hee hee i think its cute . i cant wait to have a kid . i mean i can and will but i want to be a parent one day . i just hope i can give them everything i possibly can . ok my ( Read more... )

i swear to you i will be famous ( Read more... )

yeah so the link down there is my spider ( Read more... )

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i have a bite mark on my shoulder and it really really hurts damn you ben !!!!!! !my gawd but yeah so for like a week he talked to me, and i was no longer invisible ... it felt so great to know he knew i was there ... but then all of a sudden im not there again, isnt it wonderful .. oh well i should be use to this already.. i want to get use to it ( Read more... )

my BIRD died today !

and i hurt

he was my friend

and talked me me late at night

and would sing with my music

i hurt

my heart hurts!

owww