Ummm so i litterally have not touched this for months, but the inspirational Austin Whitney and I recently rediscovered livejournal so for good old times im making a post cause well...why the fuck not ( Read more... )

Current mood: Sick//Sore//But positive ( Read more... )

So I was judt reading through all of my old posts from highschool, and it makes me want to kick myself in the teeth lol. Could I have been anymore lame? Its funny because then those issues bothered me SOOOO much, and now that I read through them, I don't even remember what I am talking about! So obviously it wasn't that important. Thats one thing ( Read more... )

So hey! I haven't done anything in this in like...forever ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that every time I hang out with him, I feel like im about to cry. Its not because I don't want to be there, or because im sad and want to leave, its because I miss him so badly that it makes me want to cry. I miss him so much that it hurts, it hurts like EVERYTHING. I feel like its killing me and their is nothing I can do because ( Read more... )

So yea...what the fuck ( Read more... )

So i started to write in this thing and talk about negativity, but i erased it. Im gonna talk about the rain ( Read more... )

So like I said last time, always find this sucker when Im in a bad mood...Venting starts NOW ( Read more... )

I feel like I always remember about this journal when im in a bad mood. I miss being in touch with people. I feel like I have iscolated myself to my boyfriend and then my ONE group of friends. Im excited to leave Hopkinton and move on with my life, im ready to leave and see what the future brings for me. Im anxious to see if I sucseed and show ( Read more... )

I think my family has a curse on Holidays. Every single Holiday is always the same. Big dinner, we all sit and have an alright time. We usually spend it listening to michelle and my parents carrying on a conversation because they never let nicole and I join. Ben is usally doing something for attention, and gets it ( Read more... )