Last Thing

I'll stay away
Don't have to face this
It's my mistake
And no one's business

I am trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again

He's in my way
And no surprises
It's been a day
Somehow survived it

Still I am trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again

It's the last thing that I need right now
Someone to bring me ( Read more... )

Okay, first new news! I have a xanga account now.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Cirrusdream_713

it's freakinly awesome. mmm.....<3 afi.

which reminds me. I was happily surprised yesterday. My mom and I went to pick up Obo as so we's could go to church, (again) and when i got there he took me to his room and there waiting was an afi t-shirt ( Read more... )

what pain is really like.

Igh. Why has it been you who has to invade my mind at night, and torment me with such atrocious things? I woke up crying several times this week. It's really weird. But I guess from that I've learned to not become so attached to people....even though it wasn't real. Stupid, right? To become all bothered and shit by a dream ( Read more... )

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything; A secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Yesterday I realized how materialistic I have become. Obo and I went to the mall for a few hours, and I was entranced by all the pointless things that had rhinestones glued all over. Have you been to Claire's lately? You'd know what I mean. Anyway, I was looking for a new naval ring to get (I lost me other one) and instead bought a unicorn keychain ( Read more... )

Ah, I've had a very awesome week!With it came a series of very unexpected surprises which I welcomed. First: I spent the weekend with Obo and my peoples....who have seemed to have gotten used to having him around. On Saturday, I spent my time talking on the phone as if it were my last day on earth. I am very proud of myself as well for finally ( Read more... )

Lisa Michelle Vandendijck's Aliases

Your movie star name: Doritos George

Your fashion designer name is Lisa Amsterdam

Your socialite name is Icha Las Vegas

Your fly girl / guy name is L Van

Your detective name is Snow Leopard Bel-Air

Your barfly name is Doritos Bacardi

Your soap opera name is Michelle Venado

Your rock star name is ( Read more... )

I've been flooded with so many memories recently. Mostly about my Quince and about Andy. I';m not sure what triggered the whole boy thing, but Saturday is in fault for my birthday.It wasnt all that bad, actually. Even though I despised the dress, and I didn't dance because Rodolfo was with me, I still enjoyed being there. Yeah, a lot of decisions I ( Read more... )

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Ah, finally a time to relax and add an entry. I've been out a lot of the time. Or busy...Saturday was my cousin Alexis' quince, which I was in, and I can finally rest. No more practices every Tuesday and Thursday. I can go back to my routine of..well...whatever came up. Tomorrow I'm going to watch "War of the Worlds" with Rodolfo and his brother. I ( Read more... )