whining

Dec 16, 2010 02:03

It was...a day. Not particularly good or particularly bad. It had its ups and downs. But at this moment, I am content and honestly, at any given moment I've realized that's all I can ask for ( Read more... )

stress, work, fail

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nalathilion December 16 2010, 12:50:24 UTC
Don't stress yourself out. Those are big life decisions you've got on your plate. The answer will come to you.

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inkandrunes December 17 2010, 06:16:36 UTC
Ah, but stress comes so naturally to me. In all honesty, I know what I'm about to say is ridiculous, but I feel it all the same. I'll be 26 in January, and I feel like my life is over. I feel like the four years I spent as an undergrad were as good as it's going to get, and that I have nowhere to go from here. Isn't that depressing?

Again, I know that's utterly ridiculous, but I can't help feeling it, especially when some of my best friends are in lifetime careers that they love. There's a bit of that was supposed to be ME that plagues me every now and again.

Thanks for your encouragement - It helps that someone, somewhere, believes it will work itself out :)

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nalathilion December 17 2010, 12:56:03 UTC
I had a surprising amount of grief come up for me when I was about to graduate university. I'd spent so many years locked into this identity as 'student' that I really didn't know who I was or would be after graduation.

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inkandrunes December 19 2010, 04:35:05 UTC
<3

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