I was getting ready for work earlier, and had to go out to my car. Before I could come inside, someone drove up and parked in my driveway. I blew it off, thinking it was one of my dad's stupid drinking buddies ( Read more... )

Soooo ( Read more... )

 Alex showed me how to close last night, and we talked and got to know each other better. She's really cool, I like her. I kinda felt intimidated by her because I'm always afraid of people not liking me, but she's really sweet ( Read more... )

 Chris looked really good today. I mean, WOW ( Read more... )

I like "Erase-Replace" by Foo Fighters. :) It suits me right now, because I'm so insignificant.
I was very hurt to learn that it seems like I was never there.

I'm at school on Johnny's laptop. He's playing the Echoes, Silence, Patience and Grace album for me, 'cause he knows I'm feeling really down.

I had a mini-breakdown last night, and I started ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm still sick. WTF, man? I've been sick for like a week! And I took a shitload of pills last week that made me feel better for like a millisecond! Ugh, this is annoying ( Read more... )

Ugh. I don't want to go to work today. But at least I'll keep busy, get out of the house and make money ( Read more... )

We broke up.
Things have gotten really bad. School isn't so easy anymore, I don't like my job, and then this.

I took bars on Wednesday. Felt GREAT. All thanks to Gabe and Jess. :) My support system.

I got stinking drunk on Thursday. Again, Gabe and Jess. :) Man I felt so high on life, it was great. :)

Friday...I started cutting again.

Pssh, so much for ( Read more... )

Today is our one month. How weird. But also cool. :) Hardly feels like a month though. I wish we could be together today ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB! Woohoo!!! YAY ME! YAYYYYY MEEEEEE!!!!

When I told D., he was really happy for me but then got worried that work would conflict with the tournament. But I told him no, and that as soon as they hired me, I told them I was off limits on the 12th and 13th, because I'd made a commitment to my best friend. He thanked me, and assured me I'd ( Read more... )