i am thinking about adding myself to my friends list. i am my own best friend and by not having my name on this list i am betraying myself.

when i went on hiatus (a trip to new york) my dear andy asked me, "who would you kick out of the bed, sean or sva?" i took the question so seriously. I was afraid if I chose one the other would be so humiliated and outraged that he would never speak to me again. I was stupid. I chose to kick SVA out of the bed ( Read more... )

when i was in puerto rico i gambled for the first time. i played on the slot machines and won 25$. after winning i gave up and took my money then bought myself an ice cream. yom yom ( Read more... )

i cant get onto my other livejournal and its making me quite sad. i think its cause livejournal and the rest of the world hates me oh so much. what am i to do without my other journal??? WHAT AM I TO DO???

this is what happened ( Read more... )

i got a haircut today. i cant tell if its more european looking than typical hardcore girl looking. either way i like it

puerto rico
iceland
canada
a whole bunch of asian countries
maybe italy???
maryland/sean
new york

see ya.

when things feel like it cant get any worse it usually gets better. fo ril.

elated.

i had three awful dreams last night. It was terrible. I am so hurt by them right now. Oh joseph and mary.

i hope sean visits me today or tomorrow. He gets out of school today.

I have two finals. One on Friday and one of Tuesday. The Tuesday one i might not go to.

i wish i had a button maker. today i made two buttons. one of sean and one of a horse. i love buttons.