"If I was crying in the van, with my friend/it was for freedom/from myself and from the land..."

Oct 17, 2009 21:10

Three weeks before I need to get a solid plan into the readmissions board about what I'm going to be doing if I come back to school in January, and I feel no closer to an answer now than I was at the beginning of the summer.

I thought, for about a week, that trying to come up with an IM would be a GREAT idea, then had my bubble burst in a series of ( Read more... )

failure, summer projects, oberlin, self-anal, friends, love, getting my shit together

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soullessthinker October 18 2009, 05:57:28 UTC
I owe you a ruthlessly honest apology and a frank declaration of intent.

You are one of the best people I know-- I feel honored and blessed to have you in my life.

Talk soon,
Aries

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indigopanther October 20 2009, 04:12:24 UTC
I would like that a great deal.

I can't wait to see you again.

Love-
a

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Love indigopanther October 20 2009, 04:20:50 UTC
I don't know if you remember some of the first times I talked with you, about writing, and Figuring Things Out, and Bird By Bird, but, I really respect what you do, Harris, and it makes me really glad that I got to give something back.

Could we maybe have a teatime and hug and chatter when I visit?

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Stalker License Approved indigopanther October 20 2009, 04:29:15 UTC
I do remember you, Lilly...and the phone...and the boy (and a few other things, because it was kind of an off night for me, too)- I've forgotten some of the details, but I'm glad I helped. It's also really cool of you to brave the lj waters and comment. I appreciate it a lot.

I totally and completely agree about process over product...the trick comes in not despairing, and not getting stuck in any one part of the puzzle (where years of strategy games and Tetris come in handy...).

And, I adore girl-Jaimie like a mother-sister- I'm glad I'll get to visit two lovely ladies at once every so often when I'm back in Ohio.

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coffeewurm October 18 2009, 21:09:34 UTC
There's a lot of brilliance in this post. The idea of identifying as a Becomer is particularly insightful.

I care about you a great deal.

-Yoshi

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indigopanther October 20 2009, 04:47:29 UTC
Thanks, Yosh. Means a lot to hear you say that. You should be getting a phone call from me sometime soon, probably on a night I'm not forcing my eyes open with toothpicks to keep working...

Love you a lot.

-a

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cirquoise October 19 2009, 21:49:04 UTC
I welled up at the trailer for this movie. I will likely bawl my eyes out in the theater, god help anyone who accompanies me.

Me too me too! E and I saw it. I haven't made up my mind yet, but I'd love to talk to you about it, and about Other Things.

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*tacklehug* indigopanther October 20 2009, 04:37:40 UTC
yes pleaseohpleaseohplease... Call me whenever you've got The Spirit in you (or when you're not too worn out & busy), and I'll answer my phone.

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