i'm leaving officially i have decided ( Read more... )

i try so hard to make everyone like me. then i realize i should be myself. so i act like myself then everyone  hates me more. jesus christ am i really that bad of a person?! thats IT! i quit. im going away to some other fucking country and going to a bording school there and im goign to pretend like none of u guys ever FUCKING EXSISTED!

i weighed myself today ( Read more... )

Q: Why are you friends with me?

A: please comment

last night when i was at beccas house my parents failed to tell me i was goign toa party, or maybe they did but i certainly dont remember. anywho beccas mom was asking me all these questions and i totally paniced i had no idea where my parents were and why they werent picking up there phones. my dad said he'd call later but he never did. so beccas ( Read more... )

im such a little kid ( Read more... )

everyday its becoming harder for me to not drink. i have to i just have to i cant take it anymore!!!! i need it i need it i need it.

i cried again and i dont no why! but that same empty feeling came over me....maybe i just miss being held *sigh* i have mood swings really bad mood swings like one minute ill be happy the next ill be really happy. if ( Read more... )

WHATEVER ERICA SAYS IN HER LIVE JOURNAL IS UNTRUE!...well the stuff about me atleast. and if it says that i like a guy in my name and bio...ya that was her...she has my password. so...ya

Will i ever be loved?

All my hair is falling out of my head.

I need to get braces again.

Do i have a good body?

How do i no wats muscle and wat isnt?

Someones all ready yelling upstairs.

Why does it take girls so long to get ready?

How do i no what the right thing to do is?

My right earhole is infected

Should i pierce a third?

My parents ( Read more... )