man today has been a shitty day but there is a person who made me happy toda besides the usual and thats derick airs thanks for the good youve done lol! man im so upset rite now becuz of how rude i was to cole when i exited the phone i soard of said by but hung up befor i even finished and it was on purpose to awwwwwwwww.......i feel so bad nd he ( Read more... )

Lol rap music these days! God damit, all yesturday i didnt get to see cole and i was sad so i slept wit his sweater last night! But yeah today were gonna get to see eachother but theres alot of suf goin down rite now in my life and i cant talk to anyone bout it... so the worst thing is happenin im lettin my self build up last time i did that i ( Read more... )

Ok guys i quit smokin and smokin the dirty and im goin to church tryin to change my crazy life lol.The roof didnt fallin when i went on sunday lol and im goin again on this sunday but well keep off the religion subject because im goin to church but you dont wanna know my true opppinion lol anywho only 28 days left including exams till schools out ( Read more... )

darn im so tired and i havnt smoked in like 19 hrs. ahhhhhh!!!!!! im dieing blah blah what ever oh me and cole are doin great jus to rub it in. hes so awesome man im glad im with him unlike all the otherones and yes ive dated alot of "boys" lol anyways im bout to get off the comp becuz a storm is on the way so yall get board call me iight im out! ( Read more... )

ahahahah man what a day its been woooo if you could see me now im shaking my head in exaustion,or whatever...blah blah yotti yotti yah and some more boaring shit, okay im bac in action my brain was on the verge of sleeping ......................................so hows the weather on your side of town????i bet its sexy lol neways who got stoned ( Read more... )

Damb I woke up feelin like I was gonna straight pass out I was burnin up and felt like puking so me and caitlin called our moms and stayed home .......damb shes got DSL and this bitch still runs slow as fuck....lol it wont let me fix my biography so oh well...dont read that gay thing....its old just like the rest of my journal but yeah I guess im ( Read more... )

some one give me a fuckin rock and ill knock this fuckin annoying thing out god damb mirds..lol!my mom all called me at 8:30 this smorni sayin i vounteered you at the y to help coach the lil league cheerleaders......wtf.... is that a good reason to wake me from my drug sleep......hell no! just a note to all you fuckin idiots who think its kewl to ( Read more... )

well....(sigh)nothing like the feeling of sucess on a nice,hot,fuckin nasty ass sweaty spring day.HAHAHA.For those of you who dont know me i hate fucin sweat uugh....

la la la la you are a queer and you know it doot doot doot...blah blah blah...waitin for my buddy to get that dirty green...but to bad this phone has no call waiting so i cant actually get that green while im on the phone wit my boy friend but i cant seem to get off the phone wit him......ok i did it but hes now commin to see me and i got to wait ( Read more... )

This is so gay some of the stuff i used to put in here made no fuckin sense and i was on drugs but now its all out of the closet and ive been clean from the gren a while now .......2 monthes oct. 23 anyways its only the 5th day of christmas break and ive been fuckin wasted every day besides tonight ......grrrrr....!But im just gonna get bac at this ( Read more... )