Deep in the blue winter.

[incommune]

Fix You, by Coldplay, is playing on the coffee shop radio. I got this song, from Miss Ta's livejournal a healthy number of years ago and it was a major piece of comfort music from the hardest-time-in-my-life-before-last, when I was deciding and effecting my move to Los Angeles. I was young and stupid and in love. I hurt a lot and I was hugely

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[alaskanmermaid]

*hugs* It's human instinct to want to belong to someone and have them belong to you. It's not a weakness. What IS a weakness is thinking that's the only way you'll ever be happy. "I'll be happy when..." is not a healthy way of thinking. But from what I've read here, and what I simply know of you, I think you are doing fabulous, and I don't see any black holes in your future. Woot!

[incommune]

... other than the one I hack the LHC to create in order to bring around the end of the world. But, you know. Dream big ;)

[wild_eagle]

I want... to feel like someone wants to afford me something personal, something private; something that not everyone else gets a piece of.

I hear you. I want the exact same thing.