Years go by.

[inaho]

Jello's been dead a full year now. It's weird counting time like that, I know it's been a year since I spoke to her last, even though it's been less than a year since I found out. I still miss her like hell, she didn't judge me and when I was bothering her she'd just blow off a couple days and come back just as strong a friend as ever

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[ultimaverizon]

I'm sorry.

I'd like to say it will become easier, but I'm not altogether sure it will myself - i have a problem accepting other's deaths...but I do understand why.

All i know is that I and I'm sure you'll agree with me, was lucky to have encountered and known Jello, and enjoy her friendship. I'm just cut up that it wasn't for longer.

I'm cut up that i didn't get to speak to her for a while before she left.

But I understand. I'll never fully accept, but I will always understand.

I hope you do too, and hope you keep strong.

Rich.

[inaho]

I'm trying, she was my best friend. Even took me in for three months when I had some psycho ex beating down my door at 3am.

I'm just not sure why she didn't say something, it was totally out of character for her.

[ultimaverizon]

Also don't know if I can be of much help, but I'm also happy to be vented to if anyone ever needs it. May I add you?

Rich.

[inaho]

Yeah, I don't mind. Thanks.

[chibiaeris]

I don't think anybody can really bounce back after a year from having something like that happen.

If you need anyone to vent to, I'm here.

[inaho]

I knew it wasn't going to happen immediately, I just feel I should be a little further past it now. Like an afterthought or something, yknow?