I don't want to turn my friends down but...

[inafrozenworld]

Slightly worried about tomorrow when I really shouldn't be. Bonfire night is my favourite pointless celebration of the year and if you didn't know that then it'd probably be easy to guess. I've got a lot of special memories of it. It just feels like a night with an entirely different atmosphere to any other where you can feel your toes freezing off

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[teh_feeny]

Nothing that makes you so scared that you cry is stupid : <.

And that really does sound pretty scary Evie, if it was me I'd just refuse to go up and watch from the bottom, so it took some courage even going UP there in the first place. And stop being so hard on yourself, you won't "ruin" it for anyone D8 *huuuugs*

[inafrozenworld]

Yeah but it's stupid getting so stressed over it |D it just feels like I have a lot of work and I keep turning people down because I'm so silly and don't organise myself and freak out over nothing.

Turns out they might not even be going up - they might just be going to the pub but by the amount I've freaked myself out over shit today, I think it's a bad idea to join them. The way I feel right now, I'll burst into tears at the drop of a hat. I'm just so sick of not turning up to ANYTHING. And it's going to happen again tomorrow.

HURRY UP, TUESDAY NIGHT. I NEED MORE DURARARA