my first private entry that's public. if that makes any sense.

[in_my_frame]

i don't know why or how i gave in. i haven't given into something so .. fragile? in like, a year and a half and now all i can think of is the past. and i finally stopped doing that until two days ago. why the fuck do i do this to myself? i remind myself how "coldhearted" i am, or was. i remind myself of how i've fucked people over that actually

Comments

don't beat yourself up

[anonymous]

wow, I dont mean to make things so weird. You contcacted me i thought it would be ok to jus talk and stuff but i understand where it can be wierd. And im sorry if im making it weird or anything. It is def hard to not think of th epast but i try.............and most of all i look at what came outta it and what posative things come from such ...........anyhow i understand you not wanting to talk , i can only imagine the effect it may have. so if you do feel there is a time u can talk to me then feel free. Im not to weirded out by it, please dont do anything u dont want to though.......if i dont talk to ya in a while or perhaps ever again............good luck with things, good luck to Aria with everything .......and take care, goodbye brynn

[obviation]

pst, this is sam.
i decided to start a writing journal
add meeeee