i feel dead i wish they could just make it official

and it's raining

i have been waiting for winter break since september. brethern plays tonight at the cobat yehhh

sterling picked me up

bought a new pipe

bought some beer

got nicely drunk

got really high

screamed at some random kid for no reason

almost broke soemones window

went home all fucked up

didn't wake up till the next day was half over

got the car back

ughhhh im just soo very over giving two shits about anyhting. every effort i put into anything is jsut questioned to why im not doing better or fails. THere will never be a light at the end of the tunnel, everything's black, and i just want to get really high so i can forget it all. and i am and will always be hopelessly addicted to cigarettes ( Read more... )

it has been a long time since i have updated and i find it very ironic that i choose the time when i should be doing all the homework i had for the weekend to do it. This weekend kind of blew i had to work everyday. i was going to see the incredibles but i passed don't in the movie theater. I odnt know if it is just me or what but time has been ( Read more... )

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okay so here is where it is at....homies. Everyone is single meaning simi is going to the fucking chillest chill out ever and then oing back to adams that night...im oging to be usless at work. saturday is going ot be just as tiht but i dont know what the fuck we're doing. im going to take a grip of pictures on my camera and ill try and post them. ( Read more... )

so we're back in school work still sucks blah blah blah. im sooo digging on the fall wheather wayy tight. nothing to really look forward too as of now...just stoggs which is sad. i wish something nutty, crazy happend so that there would be some change in everday life. im so ready for soemthing new and different... like acid

ughh school starts too soon. every time i think about it i get alll upset but what can ya do. this summer has been good to me no real complaints from any corner of it i got a job, passed geometry B, got bigger holes in my ears, and drank a good amount of beer. I have also formed some very strong bonds to my homies. so goodbye summer ill see you ( Read more... )

i got back from new york a few days ago. it's really nice to come home to everyone back from wherever they were. i also got to come home to a few not so nice things that i wish i didn't have to, but there is know reason to dwell on stupid shit. Next time when my instincts are telling me not to do get involved I will listen. i just got to learn that ( Read more... )