with a stomach in nots.. there isnt much to do but cry. its kinda hard to stay strong when you feel like i do. and the one person i would kill to see isnt around as much due to a stupid speedway. i miss him. man do i miss him i miss being with him for 8 hours at a time doing nothing but laying together and only getting up for those bathroom breaks ( Read more... )

he has changed my life.

thank you.

so lately its been okay.. no crazed bored moments ( Read more... )

today im free until 9... so call me if you wanna hang.

so yesterday we had a girlfreind party.. and the plan was to make t-shirts for all the guys in the band and then for us three.. but to give them to the boys tomorrow during practice.. as a suprise.. 11 hours.. nonstop work on 7 shirts. good god ( Read more... )

what could i have possibly done this time? see thats the problem. i dont know either. fucking sweet. cant wait for this talk.

julies birthday bash was fun except for my legs and her being pissed about her bitchy freinds. megan too. i had fun.

yesterday was fun.. boating and shit.. wow that was fun. and intertaining. couch.. carly.cough ( Read more... )

well lets try this one more time. haha. back to panera.

i cant wait until 3 becuase then i get to see my bear and go on the boat.

i love my car.. im not used to it yet but i love it.. haha. oh and im short.

HAHA... i did not start at panera today.. i went up there and it turns out they only have me down for tuesday and wednesday.. so uh. yeah. no worries until tomorrow. heh.. whatever.

more time for me and jared.. oh and my new car.

i start at panera today.. im a little worried that i will look completely stupid when i work.. but hey.. i will do my best i guess ( Read more... )