i like myself most of the time ( Read more... )

i have strings attached to everything bac home and i feel that those strings are slowly being cut one by one by a giant pair of scissors in the hands of my parents ( Read more... )

sharpies...fine point...extra-fine point...

what a release...

new shoes.

holes in my ears.

it was a good day.

this is all making me very tired.
im gonna go a different route.
this is not my destiny.
i want more than this fake world of stereotypes and faces i dont know.
reality.
its what i will make it.
my heart is not in it.

im not strong...
in GOD.
in FAMILY.
in FRIENDS.
in LIFE.

i am alone in this.

I HAD NO FUCKING CLUE...
i have hurt you and im sorry...
if you dont forgive me i completely understand...
there was no story...
i found it...
i appologize.

this all has completely exploded all over the place.
i just hope we can mend the broken peices.
or at least try.

i have now been goin to carmel high for 3 days ( Read more... )

i leave tomorrow to go to indianapolis for the weekend...

this is really happening...

i was packin my bag tonite and i realized that this is actually happening.

we are going this weekend so we can look for a short term apt, and also so i can tour some high schools in the area. its going to be a long weekend...

(<3-u-scrumpet ( Read more... )

i have always wanted to get away from tupelo ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning to find that my life is going to change ( Read more... )