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Jail & exes

Aug 24, 2005 13:22

It's not even 1:30pm and I'm already having a superbly shitty day. I woke up really late to my cat sitting by her food dish staring at it because she was hungry. Naturally, I felt totally shitty about setting my alarm for 10am (which is late for her to eat as it is) and then snoozing it for about two hours ( Read more... )

family, ashes, car, love, rocky

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ex_track13104 August 24 2005, 23:05:48 UTC

maybe you need to take a "fuck it" day. every time the bad shit starts to bug you, say "fuck it" and do something that makes you feel good. it doesn't exactly cure anything and some days it's just not possible, but it does help.

implicate August 24 2005, 23:08:26 UTC

oddly enough, most of my days are fuck it days which i can't tell is a good or bad thing! it helps me sustain some level of okay-ness though so i can't really complain.
thanks for the advice, miss j. ♥

mikeinstamatic August 25 2005, 01:13:00 UTC

um, i can sure relate to this. the last few lines sum up a lot - and seem to point the way for you.

i'm sending you positive vibrations.

bmmmmmmm....bmmmmmmmm...bmmmmmmmm

can you feel them?

implicate August 25 2005, 01:56:56 UTC

they do point the way, but it's still hard. it was easier for me when we first broke up to be all fucking gung-ho about it but now it's all dragging out and it's so much harder. it's annoying because i know i'm stronger than all of this.

but yes, you really shouldn't send girls vibrations. it's a dangerous endeavor!!

mikeinstamatic August 25 2005, 02:07:56 UTC

exactly!

and i know it's hard (intimately so). way hard. the hardest thing there is.

implicate August 25 2005, 02:17:09 UTC

i know, seriously.

anymajordude August 25 2005, 17:19:05 UTC

The friends thing is hard if not ultimately impossible. It took me like 2 years to break up totally with my ex before J. But if there is anyone I know who will pull the resolve from somewhere to do whats right its you.

implicate August 26 2005, 00:34:37 UTC

I know it's essentially impossible. One of the major problems R & I had together was the fact that he was still attached to his ex, which is one of the big reasons we broke up in the first place. And it's also one of the major reasons we are still going in circles. It's all so dumb and I hate the fact that I just can't say no once and for all (or at least stick to it when I do say it).

But yeah, thanks. ♥ I miss you.

anymajordude August 26 2005, 02:58:49 UTC

Ditto. You'll make it...I know you will.

implicate August 26 2005, 03:19:56 UTC

thank you. <3