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Apr 07, 2005 01:06

Is it selfish of me to want all of my friends to be single? At least the ones I actually hang out with ( Read more... )

friends, school, eating, coachella, life

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ex_track13104 April 7 2005, 08:11:13 UTC
ouch, i completely know what you mean (re: the last paragraph).

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implicate April 7 2005, 08:36:12 UTC
yeah, i feel really guilty about it sometimes & like i'm taking a step-back in my fight to feel good about my body. it can be so hard sometimes.

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ex_track13104 April 7 2005, 08:49:26 UTC
there are some "ticks" that i think might always be there and i try to be ok with that, but sometimes they get out of hand and i feel myself "falling." blah, that's why i feel like i need to get into some kind of therapy.

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implicate April 7 2005, 08:54:54 UTC
yeah, exactly. it's hard for me to tell if they are out of hand or not because sometimes it feels like a positive move. it's all so complex!

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dreamofapriest April 7 2005, 14:39:31 UTC
hey how you feel is how you feel. but i love eating and having a full belly, i feel so content. i could never function on an empty stomach, but somtimes i just forget and then i'm like, dammmmn i am hungry!

xo

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implicate April 7 2005, 22:03:31 UTC
i know what you mean. i guess sometimes i just worry about how i'm treating my body & if it's in a healthy way.

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licoricewhipped April 7 2005, 19:37:28 UTC
ive never had an eating disorder, but my new medication makes me have a really small appetite. & it worries me because sometimes i find myself congratulating myself for eating hardly anything by the end of the day. :/

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implicate April 7 2005, 22:05:43 UTC
oh mere, i do the same thing only i don't have any meds to blame, sadly. it can be very dangerous to let yourself think that way if you're susceptible bad eating habits. it's all so weird though. anyway.. <3

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paulflorez April 8 2005, 01:20:31 UTC
I just talked to my Grandma and she said that you are welcome to stay there that weekend.

I don't think you should feel bad about the eating thing. Fasting is a perfectly healthy way to help us re-evaluate our eating habits and exercise our resistance to possible food addictions. There have been times when I've eaten bad food or eaten too much and starved myself because the feeling of having food inside me made me sick. After all, even our digestive system needs somewhat of a break. Someone once told me that the Greeks would fast because they believed it made eating an more pleasurable experience, so sometimes I do it for that reason as well. As long as you pay attention to the signs your body gives you and don't push it too hard then you'll be fine.

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implicate April 8 2005, 04:26:38 UTC
awesome. i just bought the ticket yesterday so that works out. oh yeah, & i don't want you to feel like you have to hang out with me while we're there or whatever - especially if bands we each want to see have conflicting schedules or if you know people who are going to be there that you want to hang out with. just so we're clear!! ;)

& i really love that positive spin on the eating/food thing. i don't know if my motivations are as positive but at the very least, it's good to know that there are healthy ways to do the whole detox thing. and the only reason i even use "detox" is because i feel like that is what i'm doing, especially with everything that's happened within the past week or so - i just wish it worked mentally too, ha!

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mikeinstamatic April 9 2005, 01:11:26 UTC
hey WE live in the Inland Empire.

um, the wrong Inland Empire, it would seem.

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implicate April 9 2005, 01:24:00 UTC
so it would. plus the ticket is now claimed!

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