But home is nowhere...

[immortalskarrz]

Have you ever felt like they made the whole thing up and none of it really exists? This is probably why the movie industry is a bazillion dollar industry. We need to believe. Because once you get to this point...

...the point where you realize love is a joke and you have been fooled into thinking your whole life that it’s some magical fairy tale

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[iris_diaphanous]

Oh, but life is a magical fairytale. Everyone has a fairytale of their own and the fairytales (the ones in books and folklore) do not always have happy endings. There is a sadness and pain in all fairytales just as there are in life

[underdreamskies]

Dissolution is a poison, it's inevitable sometimes.. but from it you can choose to either allow the withering of your hopes to ashes, or to recover with more strength than you began with.

Love will only be as magical as you let it become; I hope that someday, you can have more faith in this and in the beauty of the world. It really is all around us, and it's up to us to chose whether to see the pestilence of life, or it's equal opportunities of growth.

All of these things are useless to read about, though, these are all things that'll come to you one day. I think you deserve the love for which you ask, and so it's up to you to let yourself have it! :)

Because of this.. I'm going to make one of my private posts public for you.. I think you're going to like it ^_^

[immortalskarrz]

That would be extremely kind of you :) Be sure to send me the link to it! I can't wait to read more of your thoughts on this.

I know there is beauty all around me but sometimes it's so hard to see it and acknowledge it when everything seems so wrong. So heartbreakingly bad.

I do my best to hold onto my strength and hope. I don't want to live a miserably lonely life. I want to have faith in love and in people. I'm just tired of those I let myself care about deeply and love wholeheartedly letting me down in painful ways. It's so disappointing and hurtful and it sucks so much out of me.

[underdreamskies]

it's difficult, but the only way I learned to not let that happen to me was to keep myself from caring as easily as I naturally to; to keep a precaution for myself, not as a distrust but just as looking out for and taking care of myself, and I had to become very selective of the people I let come into my heart..

they're not exactly my thoughts, but thoughts I've always had and found manifest someplace else.. a little bit corny, but hopefully uplifting.. you'll understand what I mean, here it is :)

[underdreamskies]

naturally do* :P

whenever I don't reread something I type at least three times, there'll be at least one mistake.. :P

[kinderdoll]

love is not a joke. love is real as the trees and the water in the sea. hope is real too. like fire and ash and ferns in the spring. yes, people die alone, but that don't make the life they lead a joke, or a scam. life is true and pain in real as well. love is better than a fairy tale, because real love is about people, not ideas of what they could or should be.