Delusion is excellent.

[immortal_peace]

For fear of sounding somewhat whiny, please don't read this unless you really, really want to - normally I'd write this down, or type it into an email, but you know. It's been a week and about five days, and every day (and night, for that matter) I feel like crying my heart out. It's brought on one of my worse episodes, which is always fun - I

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[bkwmkiwi]

You're insane. I think you're the only person I know who is completely logical about emotion o.0
I can only guess what you're referring to exactly, but I know that overwhelmed feeling you get where it all just feels too much.
♥

[immortal_peace]

Yes. I am, in fact, insane. Emotion - I don't know... it's a tricksy little thing - I try to remain objective about it, because I know if I think about it, I'm just going to get more and more carried away with it and that's just worse. I've worked through really bad things in my life before, so I'm pretty sure I'll get through this. It's just a matter of how bad I'll be at the end of it, and how long it's going to take.

[bkwmkiwi]

Hmm. You will make a wonderful scientist of some sort.
But meh, sometimes when I feel crap I just like to wallow in the crapness. Makes me feel better :)

[immortal_peace]

Haha. Thanks. And yeah, I get what you mean. I've tried that many times to minimal effect. But it's good for the beginning end of things.

[anonymous]

*pat pat* =\
- sandra

[immortal_peace]

Haha thanks, Sandra.