You know how people say "my heart sank when..." ? Well i just thought that was a turn of phrase, but on tuesday i literally felt my heart fall from my chest right to my gut. There really is nothing more upsetting than finding out when your boyfriend is leaving the country via a conversation he is having with some receptionist in Edinburgh Uni ( Read more... )

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In 29 days i will finally be finished with college. SUCH A RELIEF. These next 4 weeks though are completely pointless as none of the work we are doing is getting assessed anymore since our final grades were done last week. So really, i could just finish now ( Read more... )

I have a lot in my head at the moment, its all jumbled and barely making sense, im not sure how to write out what i want so bare with me, this may be a nonsensical rant. And as you can tell from this opening paragraph, it already pretty much is. so be warned. I will be typing according to my exact thought pattern haha, oh god ( Read more... )

Why is it that my 6 year old sister and my 2 year brother find difficulty in taking care of themselves on their own for a few hours? why oh why must i be roped into sitting on my arse watching fucking scooby doo for an entire evening with them? So inconsiderate! I hate living at home so much for that reason. I have way to much to do and i just ( Read more... )

It's almost the end of the college year but already I've pretty much given up. Next week are all my major assessments and THE essay is to be in, I havent begun preperation for ANY of the above except for the lamest attempt at studying for my essay which has resulted in me trawling through online essay, resource and theory sites for the past hour ( Read more... )

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Ok so today at work i was extremely bored. Lindz was too busy to talk to me from the restaurant and Huma was also realy busy..so i decided that to keep myself entertained i would just stare at huma and write down everything she did. I KNOW! ITS FREAKY! lol it was my intention to freak her out. Anyway..this is what i wrote ( Read more... )

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*makes high pitched girly squeely noise* its sunny outside! aah look at it! aaw im so happy! i think my Seasonal Affective Disorder has lifted thank gawd! im loving it! just came in from WALKING HOME from work..oh yes! its such nice weather i just decided to keep going..right past my bus stop and down the road lol and through the park..may have ( Read more... )