So ive managed to get myself thru another day... and... it still doesnt seem worth it... i mean... every morning when i wake up... its like... "here i go again" or... "just leave me alone" and im just getting real tired of it... i dont have the fire to live anymore... i mean dont get me wrong im not gonna commit suicide or anything (never never ( Read more... )

Anyways Im home from Jackie's now... we of course had a blast... lets c... sitting on speed bumps and attempting to climb trees to take pix... we... ate chilie and cream cheese, and mac and cheese, and candy, and H2O... and we watched two... really kinda weird not really scary but freaky movies... called Godsend, and uh... Mystic River... I dont ( Read more... )

Hey guys... i woke up this morning at like 12 w/ my mom telling me we got tipied... but i know who it is now... it wasnt one of the people on lj or anything... but they did a really bad job... i think they should come back and do it again... lol j/k... but anywho ( Read more... )

Well... life is just kinda ehh rite now... i mean... of course its like the worst possible ehh i could have rite now... my parents and i are in constant fights all the time, and i have so much homework that im not motivated 2 do, and my friends are awesome... but so much 4 being able to do stuff w/ them... cause of that little driving issue (i ( Read more... )

Hey guys... so life still sux... i mean... its gonna be pretty bad 4 a while... but im so glad i have friends to cheer me up... i hope sometimes i can do the same 4 all of u, but anywho ( Read more... )

Okay so anyways... my parents made some rules... and rite now im soooo pissed Off... two of which rules are: basically I cannot drive period for the next four months (oh my gosh! i swear its gonna kill me)... and the other rule... I can now only talk on the: phone, cell, aim, emails, lj, and text messages for 1 1/2 every day ( Read more... )

Well now hey now... ugh...? School has begun... and I really have nothing to say... except... QUESTION OF THE DAY: Why do homework? Cause i mean, think about it... Your Teachers cannot Physically harm you... or else you can report them... but the thing that stops me is that... my parents CAN physically harm me... or... take away my driving ( Read more... )

So uh... my family is kinda messed up rite now... cause now my parents have to pay for the damage done on that stupid ford truck i hit (dont buy fords... they suck... and the suburban only has a little dent... u cant see it... but my dad can feel it... lol) and... we just found out that my brother accidentally stabbed himself in the leg with his ( Read more... )

Oh My GOODNESS!! my parents keep talking to me like Im srupid or something... GRR...Okie dokie... So... the powers on and I am joyfull... except... Ive been kinda quote unquote... "punished" but not really kinda thing... u know... after that "driving incident" lol... so... Ive been u know... stuck in my house... and cant go anywhere (reminds me of ( Read more... )

hola bev just finished ur lj since the powers finally back on umm didnt really know what u wanted done to it so i just kinda messed around let me know what u think and if u want anything different tell me and ill change it since everything back up and running oh

if anyone wants me to fix their lj or make them a layout or whatever comment on mine

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