"would u like to hang out right now and smoke a cigerrit ( Read more... )

parents found my suicide notes from a few months ago.... i wasn't ever really going to kill myself, i don't think. i just got preoccupied in my depression and wasn't thinking clearly
but anyway, i'm going to start seeing a counselor
they also told me that it's ok that i smoke weed and that its not a big deal, but i need to keep it controlled, kind

spent the day smoking and shit with this chick in my english class named kristen. she wants to get into the drug scene, and i remember those days so i decided to take it upon myself to help her out ( Read more... )

today in first period i snorted two 500 mg oxycodones that Phil gave me. Me, Phil, and Lauren all took turns breaking up lines and snorting them on the table in the back of the AFM classroom. It was fun, and I felt really good all day ( Read more... )

i just got stuck in the doggy door
trying to break into my house
WTF

I hung out with Lauren all day yesterday. We smoked a shitload, then Noel came and brought us over to Michael Chastine's trailer. we left around 7:00 because Noel had to eat. when we got back to laurens, i realized i lost my phone somewhere between micahels house and noels car. its still MIA ( Read more... )

I cut laura's friend Kelly's hair last night. Kelly also brought her friend Sam over.
I charged them a pack of marlboro menthols each. and i did a pretty damn good job. sam said she wants to start seeing me for every haircut she gets
and kelly was happy with her's, too

yay

puked 5 times yesterday in the middle of birkdale, kinda gross ( Read more... )

just got out of court. been there since fucking 9am ( Read more... )

went to the mall with amanda and lindsey yesterday. sold kenley a hydrocodone
stayed the night at amandas. smoked a bowl.

woke up this morning feeling kind of hopeless.
i have no reason to be this unhappy.