i dont care to write in here anymore. strangely enough i have better things to do.
put here are pictures:

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tonight we had a picnic on the beach.
itterupted by some boys i met at a thrice show... but it was nice to see them.

when it came time to leave me.
we ate strawberries and yummy home-made whipped cream... and laughed.
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winter formal, last nite, really fun. i wish alyssa had gone. that would have been really fun... but elyse and i had fun and martin danced with me and tittus cuddled with me (i fell asleep on him in the limo on the way home) but yah i had fun other than the fact that my date totally ditched me for the girl he likes. i found it kinda rude, but oh ( Read more... )

through all the attempts to be the best person i can be. and all the struggles i have surpassed. throught it all... i and left here with a result of me. lying on my floor. alone. with a moistened face, smeared mascara, and blanketed with a frown ( Read more... )

i'm on the phone with my sister right now. i want to cry. but i hate crying to people... especially her... becuz she doesn't understand me ( Read more... )

he makes me giddy. he makes me smile

he holds me in his arms and kisses me and loves me and sings to me.

he's nearly perfect

... but i have a feeling it isn't working.

i dont like being without him. and i dont want to be without him.

what's going so wrong?

i suppose its just life.

he makes me giddy. he makes me smile.

he holds me in his arms and kisses me and loves me and sings to me.

he's nearly perfect

... but i have a feeling it isn't working.

i dont like being without him. and i dont want to be without him.

what's going so wrong?

i suppose its just life.