So, alison white died...Im also a horrible person

first day of school, not going to go into it really because who really cares? The only problem that should actually bother me inb a month or 2 is that in all my classes im surrounded by kids who hate me. And im not just saying that, these kids honestly dont take a liking to me. The only calss i think ill ever look forward to is english because from ( Read more... )

well its the last day of summer...i cant say im sad, i cant say im happy. I mean school is inevetable, if not school it wil be work. in the words of Garth, "LIVE IN THE NOW MAN ( Read more... )

everything seems like its a mile away. Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy...I wish i had something, anything. i guess im feeling depressed right now but then again if i wasnt why would i really be writting this.(for those of you who havent noticed i mostly write in my journal when i feel depressed as a healthy way to get everything out) i ( Read more... )

the futz rocked today, in my basement. I dont know why that made a difference but we all of a sudden got awesome. every song we played was awesome, way better than ever. The problem i see in the future for the futz is that if we ever play another concert (which we will) it will not only be acward because of how shitty we did last time but because ( Read more... )

i dont know what i want, im a hypocrite. its been a weird time this last week ( Read more... )

i never realized how depressing my icon can be taken. I never thought of it being depressing seeing how i made it and knew what i ment by it. Its all me saying if there is a God, maybe being gods worst enemy isnt so bad. i rather be Gods worst enemy than another face in a sea of people who he cares equal ammounts for. I mean i dont think that is ( Read more... )

I really miss old tv shows. I take that back, they arent all old. I miss shows. i miss The kids int he hall, Pete and pete, ren and stimpy. The kids in the hall was so great.they all were, but right now i really want to watch the kids in the hall, i guess thats what caused me to write this entry......

well im back from Band camp...thats all i have to say about that.

Oasis had some nice songs. Wonderwall has great lyrics and has good music compasition.

i love you Maureen

Sometimes things just suck so much. sometimes i hate myself. Sometimes you can just be pushed too far. sometimes you know you are a failure and a loser. this is one of those times....