Indulgence [Prologue]
rating: PG, for now.
pairings: Eunhyuk/Donghae, Eeteuk/Kyuhyun (later chapters) (YES! THIS IS ALSO MY WAY OF HELPING WITH THE CAUSE! coughcough)
a/n: so this fic came to be because of a sudden inspiration jolt. i've been wanting to write an actual (non-crackish) eunhae fic, and hence here it be. xD i don't get sudden inspirations often, so i HAD to write this. plus, my muse would kill me if i didn't indulge her. and ooo lookie! indulge. indulgence. and right. im stopping.
i've planned a lot of this fic out, but i'm not too sure of how long this will be. i hope you'll sit this one out with me, yeah? 8D
It's a really short prologue, btw.
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Lee Donghae didn’t mind relationships. He had been with a number of girls back in middle school, and even experimented with guys in high school. The relationships never really lasted, however.
“It’s not you. It’s me,” he would say to the nth girl that month. She would scoff and glare at him and fuse over how lame and clichéd that excuse was. Donghae would just shrug his shoulders and smile at her friend that had been shying away from him and avoiding his glances.
“You are such a playboy,” his best friend would tell him. “Pimp. Man-whore.” Donghae would just laugh at him and steal another fry off of his plate.
“Lee Hyukjae,” Donghae would announce grandiosely, complete with hand gestures and a deep, booming voice. “You-“ He would grin as he slouches and leans in closer to his friend. “-just want some of me, too.” Hyukjae would just scrunch his face and push his shoulder.
“Where is your commitment?” Hyukjae would mutter later.
“You know…” Donghae would answer him with a shrug as always, and even though it never made any sense, he knew Hyukjae wouldn’t press the issue any further.
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“Hyukkah!” Donghae calls from his bedroom. “Have you seen my black tie?”
Hyukjae rolls his eyes as he fixes the collar on his button-up shirt. “You don’t need a tie.” He walks into Donghae’s room and sees him frantically rummaging through drawers, cabinets, boxes, and he’s stalling, stalling. He sighs sadly and kneels down next to him.
“Hey,” Hyukjae says softly, placing his hand on the younger man’s back. “It’s okay.” Donghae sits up looks up at him with wide eyes and Hyukjae can see the understanding in the boy’s eyes.
“I just…” Donghae croaks out, his voice already hoarse from the emotions he’s been holding back. “He always said that I looked best in ties.” He smiles sadly and lets Hyukjae pull him close.
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Donghae bites his lip as the wind blows his hair away from his face. He imagines that he can feel the grass beneath his feet, even though he had slipped on his nice, dressy shoes before leaving the apartment. Hyukjae squeezes his fingers between his as a silent encouragement. Donghae steps forward and crouches down beside the cold stone.
“Appa, I’m here,” he whispers quietly, and his lips tremble from between his teeth.
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Chapter 1
:D ?
so it's a little random. xD it'll make more sense later on, really! :D
oh, and i'm sorry if the tenses got confusing @_____@ idk what i was trying to do. yep.
chapter 1 might be up by tomorrow or the next day.
hey! this is my first chaptered fic on lj. xDDDDDDD
cough. bri. cough. you need to write. cough. i actually want to post it here, you pooface.
pairings: Eunhyuk/Donghae, Eeteuk/Kyuhyun (later chapters) (YES! THIS IS ALSO MY WAY OF HELPING WITH THE CAUSE! coughcough)
a/n: so this fic came to be because of a sudden inspiration jolt. i've been wanting to write an actual (non-crackish) eunhae fic, and hence here it be. xD i don't get sudden inspirations often, so i HAD to write this. plus, my muse would kill me if i didn't indulge her. and ooo lookie! indulge. indulgence. and right. im stopping.
i've planned a lot of this fic out, but i'm not too sure of how long this will be. i hope you'll sit this one out with me, yeah? 8D
It's a really short prologue, btw.
--
Lee Donghae didn’t mind relationships. He had been with a number of girls back in middle school, and even experimented with guys in high school. The relationships never really lasted, however.
“It’s not you. It’s me,” he would say to the nth girl that month. She would scoff and glare at him and fuse over how lame and clichéd that excuse was. Donghae would just shrug his shoulders and smile at her friend that had been shying away from him and avoiding his glances.
“You are such a playboy,” his best friend would tell him. “Pimp. Man-whore.” Donghae would just laugh at him and steal another fry off of his plate.
“Lee Hyukjae,” Donghae would announce grandiosely, complete with hand gestures and a deep, booming voice. “You-“ He would grin as he slouches and leans in closer to his friend. “-just want some of me, too.” Hyukjae would just scrunch his face and push his shoulder.
“Where is your commitment?” Hyukjae would mutter later.
“You know…” Donghae would answer him with a shrug as always, and even though it never made any sense, he knew Hyukjae wouldn’t press the issue any further.
--
“Hyukkah!” Donghae calls from his bedroom. “Have you seen my black tie?”
Hyukjae rolls his eyes as he fixes the collar on his button-up shirt. “You don’t need a tie.” He walks into Donghae’s room and sees him frantically rummaging through drawers, cabinets, boxes, and he’s stalling, stalling. He sighs sadly and kneels down next to him.
“Hey,” Hyukjae says softly, placing his hand on the younger man’s back. “It’s okay.” Donghae sits up looks up at him with wide eyes and Hyukjae can see the understanding in the boy’s eyes.
“I just…” Donghae croaks out, his voice already hoarse from the emotions he’s been holding back. “He always said that I looked best in ties.” He smiles sadly and lets Hyukjae pull him close.
--
Donghae bites his lip as the wind blows his hair away from his face. He imagines that he can feel the grass beneath his feet, even though he had slipped on his nice, dressy shoes before leaving the apartment. Hyukjae squeezes his fingers between his as a silent encouragement. Donghae steps forward and crouches down beside the cold stone.
“Appa, I’m here,” he whispers quietly, and his lips tremble from between his teeth.
--
Chapter 1
:D ?
so it's a little random. xD it'll make more sense later on, really! :D
oh, and i'm sorry if the tenses got confusing @_____@ idk what i was trying to do. yep.
chapter 1 might be up by tomorrow or the next day.
hey! this is my first chaptered fic on lj. xDDDDDDD
cough. bri. cough. you need to write. cough. i actually want to post it here, you pooface.