...another semi-old piece of writing xD (will i ever post my life rants?? HAHA)
Title: Heart to Heart (named after sj's english compilation album thing..)
rating: pg?
pairings/characters: various. but i'm biased an will say eunhae. xD
(a/n): these are a few short drabbles based on the songs that the members chose. i picked out the ones that stood out to me the most xD. anddd some of them won't make sense. haha.
[ SONG (member[s] who chose that particular song) ]
Beautiful Girls (Donghae)
Donghae hated how much a girl can impact his life. He hated how a simple smile or a small tug of his shirt can send him flying high to the sky, but only to be pummeled back into earth with a painful blow. He hated how he sometimes missed that feeling.
“Hey, how are you holding up?”
Donghae looked up to see a pair of brown eyes gazing down at him from where he sat under the tree. He rubbed his palms gently against the grass on either side of his thighs and softly chuckled.
“Hyukah, you’ve been asking me that for six years already,” he answered, shaking the bangs away from his eyes. Eunhyuk took a seat next to him and rested his head on his shoulder.
“Don’t you just hate beautiful girls?” the older boy asked him again, rubbing his thumb across Donghae’s hand. Donghae just laughed.
“What are you implying?”
“Nothing. I know you love me anyway.” Eunhyuk giggled and snuggled closer to Donghae, interlacing their fingers together.
But it was times like these when he believed that “beautiful girls” meant finding Hyukjae.
(....i.. don't even know. haha. it didn't make much sense to me either. HAHA)
Beautiful (Kyuhyun)
He cried again for the third month in a row. Every night, the yells and screams and harsh criticisms amplified in his brain and he could never find a way to shut them off. He even considered quitting (as if that was an option).
He dragged himself to the veranda, dried up tears staining his cheeks and leaving a trail from the eyeliner the stylist had insisted he put on. He clutched the railing separating him from the outside world, biting his lips to prevent him from crying again. He heard the faint sound of the door sliding open from behind him, and he gripped the railing even tighter.
“Kyuhyunna,” a voice said. “Let’s go back in. We have a long day tom-“
“Teukie hyung,” Kyuhyun interrupted, not facing his elder, “what if I-would it-“ Suddenly a pair of arms gently encircled him from behind, Eeteuk’s head resting on the back of his neck.
“No, Kyuhyunna,” Eeteuk whispered, leaving a warm spot on Kyuhyun’s neck. “You’re beautiful, okay?” The arms squeezed him tighter. “Trust me.” Eeteuk released him. Kyuhyun turned around to find Eeteuk holding his hand out to him, inviting him back inside.
“Come on,” the older boy said, grinning softly. “Let’s go.”
Kyuhyun smiled and took his hyung’s hand, ready for another day full of pain and hardships, but with the certainty that those simple words and that hand will comfort him through all of it when the day ends.
A Moment Like This (Kibum)
He was tired, exhausted physically and mentally. He never thought that holding their first concert together would be that strenuous. He pushed his hair up and away from his face, sweat dripping from all parts of his body and leaving him with an uncomfortable feeling. He slumped down on a nearby folding chair, steadying himself as he almost fell off to the side. Suddenly an arm pulled him to his feet, the abrupt action causing him to fall forward onto the big heap of pink that pulled him up.
“Come on, Kibummie!” the boy said, throwing himself on Kibum and not minding that they both were a big sweaty mess.
“Sungmin hyung, wha-“ Sungmin didn’t let him finish his sentence and just dragged him to an even larger pile of sweaty, sticky bodies, all of whom were jumping and dancing around as if energy was limitless to them.
“Kibummie!” a red-haired man yelled at him, pulling him closer to the crowd of twelve other boys. “Where have you been? Don’t tell me you’re trying to get pumped up for our next performance by just sitting around like the Kibum you are.” The older boy grinned cheekily at him as said boy squeezed his shoulder.
Kibum smiled. Sometimes it was moments like these that gave him the energy to keep up with the should-be-made-into-a-drug thing called Super Junior.
Public Affair (Yesung, Kangin, Eeteuk)
“Are you guys aware of how wrong that is?”
Yesung, Kangin, and Eeteuk all just stared at a skeptical Heechul.
“No,” the trio answered simultaneously, still holding each other’s waists.
“I think--” Eeteuk started, pulling closer to Kangin.
“-that there is nothing-“ Kangin continued, readjusting his hold on Yesung.
“-wrong with having Yehkangteuk as a new couple-er-trio,” Yesung finished, a satisfied smile identical on all three faces. Heechul sighed in defeat, waving his arms as if to rid the air of the weirdness pouring out from the three.
“Whatever, whatever,” Heechul exasperated as he made an attempt to leave the room. The trio grinned at each other and stood together for several minutes. Suddenly Kangin pushed away slightly.
“Wait, wait, holddddupppp,” he said, realization striking him as he glared at Yesung. “Why are you first? Usually I, being the manly-man I am, am always first.”
Yesung scoffed. “Well unless you want my name to be next Teukie hyung… I don’t mind switching with you.” Yesung had already started to squeeze himself between Kangin and Eeteuk, when Kangin grabbed his shirt and pulled him away.
“Okay fine, fine, nevermind,” Kangin said quickly, wrapping a protective arm around Eeteuk even tighter. “I get first dibs on hyung.”
Yesung rolled his eyes. “Whatever. Now any more complaints before we take a not-so-suspicious picture for the fans to spread around the internet and squeal over?” The Kangteuk part of the trio shook their heads. “Good.”
Your Body is a Wonderland (Siwon)
“Siwonnie~ come on just let me touch!”
Siwon’s eyes widened as he walked away from Heechul and his outstretched arms, long fingers curving and reaching out to him.
“H-hyung,” he stammered, backing away and finding himself in contact with the wall, “w-what are you-“ He squeezed his eyes shut as he felt Heechul’s cold fingers touch his exposed stomach.
“Dammit, Siwon,” Heechul muttered angrily. “Why can’t we all have this nice-piece-of-body-thing like you?” He let out a frustrated squeal and walked away from him, leaving Siwon with a cold feeling lingering on his stomach and a confused look on his face. Moments later, Donghae strolls into the room and finds Siwon standing against the wall. The younger boy lightly swept his palms across Siwon’s abs.
“Aissh, hyung,” Donghae said, scratching his head. “I guess I need to work out some more.” With that, he walked away as well.
For the next half hour, random members came up to Siwon and had their share of molesting him. Whether Siwon was in the bathroom or in his room, they still came.
“What is wrong with everyone?” He thought to himself, his palms pressed together in prayer. “Please just make them stop. I feel so unholy.”
Suddenly Heechul snickered from behind him, startling him.
“You should put a shirt on, Siwon,” the older boy teased. “Unless you want them to keep touching you.” Heechul walked up behind him and ran his hands down Siwon’s chest, causing him to shiver. “Just simple courtesies, holy boy. Wouldn’t want my sister running around here one day and finding you like that.” Heechul smirked once more as he stood up. “Then you really wouldn’t feel holy.”
Siwon sat back on his heels. Maybe it was time he wore a shirt.
Nah. Maybe later.
I Like Sexy Girls (Eunhyuk)
“Do you really?” the boy asked him. Eunhyuk looked up.
“Do I, what?” he asked, failing to stop clicking on random links on a website.
“Do you really like sexy girls?”
Eunhyuk almost choked on his spit. “Donghae, what the hell are you talking about?”
Donghae walked up behind him, resting his palms on the back of his computer chair. “Someone told me that you liked sexy girls andIjustwantedtoknowifitwastrue.” The last bit was muffled and hurried. Eunhyuk swiveled around in his chair, causing Donghae to fall forward, his hands falling clumsily on top of Eunhyuk’s thighs. Eunhyuk took hold of both sides of Donghae’s face and kissed him. When Donghae pulled away moments later, the younger crinkled his eyebrows and pouted cutely.
“So, does that mean if I dressed up as a girl, I’d pass as a sexy one?”
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super biased. start with eunhae and end with eunhae. xD ay me.
<3
rating: pg?
pairings/characters: various. but i'm biased an will say eunhae. xD
(a/n): these are a few short drabbles based on the songs that the members chose. i picked out the ones that stood out to me the most xD. anddd some of them won't make sense. haha.
[ SONG (member[s] who chose that particular song) ]
Beautiful Girls (Donghae)
Donghae hated how much a girl can impact his life. He hated how a simple smile or a small tug of his shirt can send him flying high to the sky, but only to be pummeled back into earth with a painful blow. He hated how he sometimes missed that feeling.
“Hey, how are you holding up?”
Donghae looked up to see a pair of brown eyes gazing down at him from where he sat under the tree. He rubbed his palms gently against the grass on either side of his thighs and softly chuckled.
“Hyukah, you’ve been asking me that for six years already,” he answered, shaking the bangs away from his eyes. Eunhyuk took a seat next to him and rested his head on his shoulder.
“Don’t you just hate beautiful girls?” the older boy asked him again, rubbing his thumb across Donghae’s hand. Donghae just laughed.
“What are you implying?”
“Nothing. I know you love me anyway.” Eunhyuk giggled and snuggled closer to Donghae, interlacing their fingers together.
But it was times like these when he believed that “beautiful girls” meant finding Hyukjae.
(....i.. don't even know. haha. it didn't make much sense to me either. HAHA)
Beautiful (Kyuhyun)
He cried again for the third month in a row. Every night, the yells and screams and harsh criticisms amplified in his brain and he could never find a way to shut them off. He even considered quitting (as if that was an option).
He dragged himself to the veranda, dried up tears staining his cheeks and leaving a trail from the eyeliner the stylist had insisted he put on. He clutched the railing separating him from the outside world, biting his lips to prevent him from crying again. He heard the faint sound of the door sliding open from behind him, and he gripped the railing even tighter.
“Kyuhyunna,” a voice said. “Let’s go back in. We have a long day tom-“
“Teukie hyung,” Kyuhyun interrupted, not facing his elder, “what if I-would it-“ Suddenly a pair of arms gently encircled him from behind, Eeteuk’s head resting on the back of his neck.
“No, Kyuhyunna,” Eeteuk whispered, leaving a warm spot on Kyuhyun’s neck. “You’re beautiful, okay?” The arms squeezed him tighter. “Trust me.” Eeteuk released him. Kyuhyun turned around to find Eeteuk holding his hand out to him, inviting him back inside.
“Come on,” the older boy said, grinning softly. “Let’s go.”
Kyuhyun smiled and took his hyung’s hand, ready for another day full of pain and hardships, but with the certainty that those simple words and that hand will comfort him through all of it when the day ends.
A Moment Like This (Kibum)
He was tired, exhausted physically and mentally. He never thought that holding their first concert together would be that strenuous. He pushed his hair up and away from his face, sweat dripping from all parts of his body and leaving him with an uncomfortable feeling. He slumped down on a nearby folding chair, steadying himself as he almost fell off to the side. Suddenly an arm pulled him to his feet, the abrupt action causing him to fall forward onto the big heap of pink that pulled him up.
“Come on, Kibummie!” the boy said, throwing himself on Kibum and not minding that they both were a big sweaty mess.
“Sungmin hyung, wha-“ Sungmin didn’t let him finish his sentence and just dragged him to an even larger pile of sweaty, sticky bodies, all of whom were jumping and dancing around as if energy was limitless to them.
“Kibummie!” a red-haired man yelled at him, pulling him closer to the crowd of twelve other boys. “Where have you been? Don’t tell me you’re trying to get pumped up for our next performance by just sitting around like the Kibum you are.” The older boy grinned cheekily at him as said boy squeezed his shoulder.
Kibum smiled. Sometimes it was moments like these that gave him the energy to keep up with the should-be-made-into-a-drug thing called Super Junior.
Public Affair (Yesung, Kangin, Eeteuk)
“Are you guys aware of how wrong that is?”
Yesung, Kangin, and Eeteuk all just stared at a skeptical Heechul.
“No,” the trio answered simultaneously, still holding each other’s waists.
“I think--” Eeteuk started, pulling closer to Kangin.
“-that there is nothing-“ Kangin continued, readjusting his hold on Yesung.
“-wrong with having Yehkangteuk as a new couple-er-trio,” Yesung finished, a satisfied smile identical on all three faces. Heechul sighed in defeat, waving his arms as if to rid the air of the weirdness pouring out from the three.
“Whatever, whatever,” Heechul exasperated as he made an attempt to leave the room. The trio grinned at each other and stood together for several minutes. Suddenly Kangin pushed away slightly.
“Wait, wait, holddddupppp,” he said, realization striking him as he glared at Yesung. “Why are you first? Usually I, being the manly-man I am, am always first.”
Yesung scoffed. “Well unless you want my name to be next Teukie hyung… I don’t mind switching with you.” Yesung had already started to squeeze himself between Kangin and Eeteuk, when Kangin grabbed his shirt and pulled him away.
“Okay fine, fine, nevermind,” Kangin said quickly, wrapping a protective arm around Eeteuk even tighter. “I get first dibs on hyung.”
Yesung rolled his eyes. “Whatever. Now any more complaints before we take a not-so-suspicious picture for the fans to spread around the internet and squeal over?” The Kangteuk part of the trio shook their heads. “Good.”
Your Body is a Wonderland (Siwon)
“Siwonnie~ come on just let me touch!”
Siwon’s eyes widened as he walked away from Heechul and his outstretched arms, long fingers curving and reaching out to him.
“H-hyung,” he stammered, backing away and finding himself in contact with the wall, “w-what are you-“ He squeezed his eyes shut as he felt Heechul’s cold fingers touch his exposed stomach.
“Dammit, Siwon,” Heechul muttered angrily. “Why can’t we all have this nice-piece-of-body-thing like you?” He let out a frustrated squeal and walked away from him, leaving Siwon with a cold feeling lingering on his stomach and a confused look on his face. Moments later, Donghae strolls into the room and finds Siwon standing against the wall. The younger boy lightly swept his palms across Siwon’s abs.
“Aissh, hyung,” Donghae said, scratching his head. “I guess I need to work out some more.” With that, he walked away as well.
For the next half hour, random members came up to Siwon and had their share of molesting him. Whether Siwon was in the bathroom or in his room, they still came.
“What is wrong with everyone?” He thought to himself, his palms pressed together in prayer. “Please just make them stop. I feel so unholy.”
Suddenly Heechul snickered from behind him, startling him.
“You should put a shirt on, Siwon,” the older boy teased. “Unless you want them to keep touching you.” Heechul walked up behind him and ran his hands down Siwon’s chest, causing him to shiver. “Just simple courtesies, holy boy. Wouldn’t want my sister running around here one day and finding you like that.” Heechul smirked once more as he stood up. “Then you really wouldn’t feel holy.”
Siwon sat back on his heels. Maybe it was time he wore a shirt.
Nah. Maybe later.
I Like Sexy Girls (Eunhyuk)
“Do you really?” the boy asked him. Eunhyuk looked up.
“Do I, what?” he asked, failing to stop clicking on random links on a website.
“Do you really like sexy girls?”
Eunhyuk almost choked on his spit. “Donghae, what the hell are you talking about?”
Donghae walked up behind him, resting his palms on the back of his computer chair. “Someone told me that you liked sexy girls andIjustwantedtoknowifitwastrue.” The last bit was muffled and hurried. Eunhyuk swiveled around in his chair, causing Donghae to fall forward, his hands falling clumsily on top of Eunhyuk’s thighs. Eunhyuk took hold of both sides of Donghae’s face and kissed him. When Donghae pulled away moments later, the younger crinkled his eyebrows and pouted cutely.
“So, does that mean if I dressed up as a girl, I’d pass as a sexy one?”
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super biased. start with eunhae and end with eunhae. xD ay me.
<3