No one told you you had to leave the room. We could've talked the whole time. I know you're mad, and I'm sorry for that.

It just started to rain. It's beautiful to observe the moment the rain starts coming down. And there's this delicious breeze wafting in through the window as I sit at the laptop and ponder life...
and now I have to walk 14 blocks in the rain. *sigh* sounds refreshing. I just hope I still look like I'm going to an interview when I get there!

Wow. I just read my entry from last Thursday. So much has changed in just under a week! I miss contemporary/modern class like hell. Matt and I have talked several times. I wasn't mad at him for not e-mailing, I was frustrated. And, of course, he didn't because he couldn't. Also, at the time I wrote that there was a postcard on it's way here from ( Read more... )

First rehearsal was today. It went great, except that I kept criticizing myself the whole time in the mirror, mad that I didn't move like a dancer like the other girl. Maybe I did, but I didn't see it. But the director was very pleased with me, so I guess I did ok. I have an interview with Starbucks today, which is cutting into my class schedule. I ( Read more... )

I know that even though people rarely comment in here, this is the only way some of my family and friends know what is going on my life ( Read more... )

This is for everyone who was worried about me coming up here. I have a job, a part in a show, and friends to hang out with. I'm I could just kick this damn cold I got the night before I came, and Matt would e-mail me, everything would be perfect.

Time flies so quickly when you're not paying attention. I can't believe I will be in New York in a few days! I can't conceive that Matt is so far away, or that in one month we will be together in New York. I can't believe we've been together for almost two years.

I have so many things to do to get out of actor housing and get on that plane Monday

I wish I had time to write some deep, meaningful entry. But I have to go do laundry. One of the theatre volunteers actually drove up to me and Zack on the street the other day and offered to let us use her washer and dryer for FREE! Can't beat that. They totally take care of you...when the Fitness Center decided to be bitches and tow my car, even ( Read more... )

So Stephanie, my dance teacher whom I adore, is pregnant! I'm so excited for her...and it got me thinking ( Read more... )

So the last two days of rehearsal I've been missing acting, and wishing I was acting, and wanting to be seen as an actress, and wondering why I became a dancer ( Read more... )