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[operanerd]

So Damien's gone, in case anyone, y'know, had some sort of intimate relationship with him in that weird time travel thing that went down and was actually starting to find him sort of charming.

Oh, wait.

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[outandproudboy]

[What, just WHAT. Blaine only remember a few things about that last weeks, All it's like a dream. This is not one of those parts.]

AH..what...how..when did you and him...? Oh god, I'm sorry.

[outandproudboy]

I never meant to hurt you.

Then tell me if you remember, after ten years, you still hated me?

[operanerd]

I didn't. I don't really remember whether or not it was just because so much time had gone by or if you had actually done something to make me forgive you.

[outandproudboy]

[So that means that Eric really hates him now.]

[he can't quite stop the hurt look on his face.]

[operanerd]

Oh, come on, Blaine. The fact is that you have Kurt now, and I have no one. I don't hate Kurt. Actually, I really like being his friend. But you made me feel like the feelings you had for me weren't worth anything - like they were easy to just shrug off and move on.

[outandproudboy]

But that's not true. You were my first boyfriend, you will be always really important and special to me.

[operanerd]

I don't feel very important or special.

[outandproudboy]

I know, and it's my fault.

But you are. At least to me.

[operanerd]

Great. Good to know.

[outandproudboy]

You rather had me dating you even if it was a lie?

[Honestly, he doesn't know what else to say anymore, so he asks.]

[operanerd]

No, I just wish that I was worth enough to you that it took a little longer. I know you can't change the way you feel, but it made me feel terrible.

[outandproudboy]

That had nothing to do with your being worthy or not, Jesus, Eric. That's not it. Not in the least.

[operanerd]

It sure felt like it.

[outandproudboy]

I'm telling you it wasn't that.

[operanerd]

Well this is me still feeling like shit.