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[onlymyhate]

[It's been ten years since coming to the city, but Karkat hasn't aged at all since his arrival. During his early years in the city, he had one mindset: Get home. Get home. Get home. Over time, his memories slowly left him. He couldn't exactly remember why it was so important to leave. Who was he so desperate to see again? Who did he feel the need

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[saeptuose]

Karkat we talked about this before.
I know it feels weird being here sometimes, but you can't keep getting so worked up over it.
Do you need to come over and talk?

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[onlymyhate]

DAMN IT LIOR. IT FEELS LIKE I *HAVE* TO BE WORKED UP OVER IT.
LIKE IF I'M NOT WORKED UP OVER IT, SOMETHING REALLY BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN AND WE'RE ALL GOING TO BE FUCKED.
NOT WE AS IN YOU AND ME. I'M NOT EVEN SURE WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT.
OR WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
SHIT.
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT ALL.

[saeptuose]

I really don't think getting worked up will help much of anything. you're only going to end up making yourself sick or something.
what? don't be silly, nothing bad is going to happen.
uh...maybe you're talking about promenade as a whole? i don't know either, but every time you get this upset...nothing even happens.
why would this time be any different??

[onlymyhate]

NO I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT FUCKING PROMENADE. THIS CITY CAN SHUT ITS FUCKING MOUTH AND CRAWL IN A HOLE FOR ALL I CARE.
I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS TIME IS DIFFERENT. IT'S PROBABLY NOT DIFFERENT AT ALL.
I JUST. I DON'T FUCKING KNOW.

[treacletarts]

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should i come over?

[onlymyhate]

DORY.
OH GOD, DORY.
PLEASE TELL ME YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE GOING CRAZY TOO.
I'M NOT INSANE FOR THINKING THIS AM I.

[treacletarts]

[...Karkat you're talking to Dormouse. Who exists in an almost-permanent state of mellow.

But she can still vaguely remember home, even if she can't really attach faces to the names, and well. Karkat would be relatively sane there.]

you're not.

[onlymyhate]

GOOD. THANK JEGUS.
NOW I CAN CRAWL INTO A PILE OF SLIME AND SUFFOCATE IN PEACE KNOWING THAT I MANAGED TO LIVE WITHOUT GOING FUCKING SHITHIVE MAGGOTS.

[bl00_bl00d]

D --> What do you believe is wrong Vantas?
D --> I haven't noticed any changes recently

[onlymyhate]

ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW.
REALLY.
IS SERIOUS SOMETHING YOU ARE BEING.
BECAUSE IF YOU ARE, WHICH I'M GOING TO SIT HERE AND PRETEND YOU'RE NOT, THEN I WOULD CONSIDER SMACKING YOU IF IT WOULDN'T RESULT IN MY ARM SHATTERING.

[bl00_bl00d]

D --> I'm always serious
D --> It's possible that I just don't know what you're talking about
D --> I haven't e%actly gone outside recently

[onlymyhate]

NO ONE SEEMS TO KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, SO THAT'S NOTHING NEW.
YOU HAVEN'T? WHY?

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[apronclings]

Oh sweetie...

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[onlymyhate]

BLUH BLUH POOR KARKAT.
YEAH, I KNOW.

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[apronclings]

I coming over.

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[onlymyhate]

AGH. BUT.
UGH. FINE.

FIRST TIME I USED THIS ICON, YOU SHOULD FEEL PROUD RII

[dr34msbl1nd]

[Seeing them lose all their memories slowly has killed her over the years. She knows she can't do anything but remember for them, in their place. Trying to bring anything back now was hopeless. She'll never tell him, but the best thing she can do is give up on it, and write everything so that if she loses her memories too, they'll have something at least in the end.]

K4RK4T? :[

I AM VERY PROUD 8|b

[onlymyhate]

...
YES, TEREZI? HAVE YOU COME TO POKE FUN AT MY SLOW DEGRADE INTO INSANITY?

GOOD

[dr34msbl1nd]

NO
YOUR3 NOT GO1NG CR4ZY THOUGH
TH1S W4SNT OUR 4LW4YS OUR HOM3
W3 H4D ON3 B3FOR3 TH1S

[onlymyhate]

WHAT.
WHAT THE FUCK.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKING FUCK ARE YOU JUST.
WHAT THE FUCK TEREZI.
CONTINUE.