Comments | ilpromenade: Day 5 | ~ Running ~ [voice]

memoryshell in ilpromenade

Day 5 | ~ Running ~ [voice]

Apr 17, 2011 22:42

Everyone.

I'm. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything.

I can't believe I... I can't believe I did that. I... I can't...

I'm going away for a while. I'm not taking my PORTAL.

I'm sorry. I don't want to see anyone.

I just want to be alone.

I'm sorry.

[There's a pause.]Cielo. Thank you... You saved me. I can't thank you enough ( Read more... )

date masamune: sengoku basara, *xion: kingdom hearts, kurosaki ichigo: bleach, elijah morgan: original character, katakura kojuro: sengoku basara, kanji tatsumi: persona 4

Comments 83

[written] here comes daddy Koju loyaldragon April 18 2011, 05:52:29 UTC

Running away won't solve anything.

[voice] memoryshell April 18 2011, 06:12:16 UTC

I can't stay here. I just can't.

[written] loyaldragon April 18 2011, 06:12:52 UTC

Why? What are you running from?

[voice] memoryshell April 18 2011, 06:15:34 UTC

Nothing. I just don't want to be around anyone.

Thread 12

[ audio ] daww_punk April 18 2011, 06:51:52 UTC

...You're not the only one who did stuff they wouldn't have otherwise, Xion. It's okay.

[audio] memoryshell April 18 2011, 07:45:19 UTC

I just. I.

All of that came from me. I wanted -- I --

[audio] daww_punk April 18 2011, 07:51:46 UTC

I know.

But you wouldn't have otherwise, y'know? So...

[audio] memoryshell April 18 2011, 08:01:42 UTC

Still. I shouldn't be around anyone right now, and I don't want to be.

Thread 36

voice; savior_n_black April 18 2011, 14:42:28 UTC

Where are you?

memoryshell April 18 2011, 19:20:30 UTC

[No response. She's not answering that question. :c]

savior_n_black April 19 2011, 12:15:20 UTC

...

Fine. Then, I'll just have to come find you.

[voice] memoryshell April 19 2011, 16:39:34 UTC

Don't.

Thread 18

[voice] feycarved April 18 2011, 19:40:46 UTC

Don't seem like what happened was anybody's own fault, least of all yours. You know that, right?

[voice] memoryshell April 18 2011, 20:05:14 UTC

It all came from inside me.

feycarved April 18 2011, 20:12:53 UTC

Because that fey-vengeance child, whatever-went an' pulled it all outta ya. [At least that's his understanding of what happened.] Everybody has somethin' like that inside 'em, an' it ain't your fault that some creature latched on an' tried to make yours its own.

memoryshell April 18 2011, 20:19:28 UTC

But I shouldn't feel like that. There's nobody to blame for what I've been through.

[Except Xemnas. But... She doesn't blame him, not really. He just needs to be stopped. And Saïx hadn't been the nicest to her, but she was making things difficult for him and getting in his way.

But she doesn't blame Sora or Riku or Naminé or Axel or Roxas. Not at all. But that thing, it... it...

It made her... hate people she can't blame. It's not their fault. She shouldn't be angry with them. She knows that wherever there's light, there's darkness, too, but... but... It shouldn't be... It's not their fault. It's not. But that feeling's there. That thing just brought it out. But it's been there all along. It couldn't have done that if it wasn't there, right?]

There isn't any point in blaming people for what's happened.

But... so many people... I... it still...

Thread 9

saeptuose April 18 2011, 20:54:22 UTC

[ Lior doesn't look happy about this. ]

X-Xion...

[voice] memoryshell April 19 2011, 16:47:03 UTC

I'll be okay. Don't worry about me. I just. It's okay to want to be alone for a while, right?

saeptuose April 19 2011, 22:05:25 UTC

People tell me not to worry and that just makes me worry more.

it's-- [ It is okay, because she's been hiding in her room a lot, but it hasn't really helped. ] I don't know. If you need to...

memoryshell April 20 2011, 19:44:54 UTC

Sorry.

I... I feel like I do.