Radiohead is playing on my birthday. In Barcelona.

I'm really not kidding about going, if someone would like to join me.

Perhaps I will start blogging again.

I am in mourning for so many things and people right now.

Tonight I again realized that some things are completely lost, but I can't seem to get that realization to stick.  I keep pretending that isn't the case.  I'm always wrong.

I am having a hypomanic episode.

Perhaps that was a bad idea.

I always get myself in trouble.

All I want to do is see my sister, because she is the one person in my life who I can tell things to without her thinking I am a terrible friend/girlfriend/human being.

Tonight was pretty fantastic. It makes me wonder what I'm doing with the rest of my life.

I'm slightly terrified that I'm starting to enjoy adulthood.  As much as I bitch and moan about having to be responsible and boring, there are quite a few things I absolutely love about being a twentysomething.  I really love my job, and the fact that I have a steady paycheck to spend on things like bookshelves and down comforters for my apartment ( Read more... )

I'd forgotten how much I need the ocean in the summertime. Jumping in the car and driving to Long Beach Island was probably the best decision I've made in awhile, despite what other people may say about the situation. I love my friends for putting up with me through everything and assisting in adventures. Although I'm burnt, I had a happy and ( Read more... )

I got kicked out of work today!
Now I feel like if I do anything even slightly wrong I'm going to get fired.
And that wouldn't be so bad.

Peel all of your layers off
I want to eat your artichoke heart

No more leaky holes in your brain
And no false starts

I wanna get out
And make it work

So many lies
So many lies
So many lies
So feel the love come off of them
And take me in your arms

Don't look into your eyes because
I'm desperately in love...
In love.
When you walk in the room everything disappears.
When you walk in the room it's a terrible mess.
When you walk in the room I start to melt.
When you walk in the room I follow you round
like a dog, I'm a dog, I'm a dog, I'm a lapdog
I'm your lapdog, yeah.
I just got a number and ( Read more... )