god, today was just allllll bad. i think i failed my chem test and i just keep thinking about how bad matt must be feeling right now...

( im tangled... )

i broke up with matt this morning... and im really afraid of what hes going to do to himself....

where do i begin with yesterday ( Read more... )

im going to see Lizzie MCGuire again today at 12:40. w00t w00t. today is vanessa's (imeltwithu) bday partay, and im excited for that. i got her something i hope she'll like. other than those two exciting things, im not doing diddly squat today... which should be fun. but i def. need to start on my english portfolio since its due on wednesday. heh. im a ( Read more... )

i cant believe i almost forgot.

GO LOOK AT MY WEBSITE NOW
i finally finished it. heh

badstarfalling.net/tragicromance

mad props to my host stephanie badstarfalling
she is cool for hosting my shitty site.

i never seem to do anything correctly sometimes. i thought i had this whole thing under control, but i guess i was wrong. im wrong a lot.

i want to give up... start over. i wish i hadnt done any of what i did...
im being vague yes... but i just cant say whats really on my mind.

maybe i got it all wrong. maybe im delivering the bad news ( Read more... )

today the weather was just weird. like rainy one minute and then sunny the next. craaazy. anywho... um tomorrow is vanessa's (imeltwithu) birthday!!! wooo and she gets her license and then sat. is her bday bash. its gonna be off the heezy. i think james anderson is gonna be there. yay for nessa ( Read more... )

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i worry a lot. about my friends, school, family... everything. i some how make myself believe that everyone thinks the worst of me, or that people talk about me. and sometimes im wrong, but a lot of times im right ( Read more... )