Obsession, fixation, fear, Johnny Weir...

[illyria_novia]

I am getting seriously worried about my current fixation with Johnny Weir. I've been saving a lot of his performances and watching them obsessively, reading his interviews, and following his twitter. I'm thinking of ordering statuettes of him from my artists friends. I want to write him a letter of fangirlish encouragement and support, already

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[claudia603]

Hmm...This is what happened during my giddy first days?weeks?months? of LOTR obsession...My main solution was to turn it off during a certain set period of time, take care of mundane, RL stuff (like going to work, lol) and then allow myself to obsess all I wanted to after that.

**hugs you lots**

[baranduin]

Ha, I was just thinking of early days of writing LOTR fic.

[illyria_novia]

I know I should have been able to do that. Except that I only get connected at work. And now I can't wait to get to work, but not to actually work, but to glut on Johnny Weir.

This isn't healthy at all.

[baranduin]

Gurrl! No ordering of statues, everything else is normal. OK, we're talking my own version of normal. I haven't ordered any statues though I do tweet back to Plushy when he tweets. Really intelligent stuff too, like hugs * infinity. Yup.

Ha. That ridiculous KOI song, it's like an ear worm.

You'll be OK, you'll be OK. Just remember to come up and breathe every now and then and, er, pay the bills and eat and other assorted real life foolishness.

*hugs*

When I first got into LOTR fandom and started writing fic, I wouldn't eat. I'd come straight home from work and go to my computer and start writing, no dinner needed.

[illyria_novia]

I know, right, about the twitter. It's hugely embarrassing to be girly when responding to Johnny's tweet about his puppy.

I don't know. I don't know if I can survive this kind of intensity. I don't remember it to be this devastating with LOTR which makes is rather sad. Oh, wait. It was this crazy when first I discovered fanfiction.

Oh, well. Real life foolishness. Yes. I need to focus on that.

[illyria_novia]

I'm failing dismally on house chores and I'm dreaming most of the time at work. I wouldn't have been frightened otherwise. But, yeah, I suppose it'll eventually get under control. But in the meantime, it feels like riding a tsunami.

[layne67]

montmorency wrote JW fics here.

[illyria_novia]

Ah, Evan Lysacek doesn't exactly rock my world. And I'm not quite at the phase where I'm reading fics. It'll kill me, I suppose. The drama and performance on and outside the rink is enough to destroy me at this point.