An Introspective Notion On Normality

[illuins_lair]

Ladies and Gentlemen, something has landed:

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. And if I consider it a lot - it means way out of my normal thinking cap, like huuuuge amounts of thoughts passing through my already overwrought brain. Anyway, and this is not even a new thought, but one I didn’t want to think about that much because there wasn’t

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[slashbycaranfin]

All i know about perfection is that nobody is perfect, but sometimes people can be perfect for one another :)

[illuins_lair]

Yes absolutely - we tend to fixate on some things in our charachter as if they were less desireable. What about being loved for the imperfections too.. and sometimes other people see beauty where we ourselves see something less.
And we are all perfect in our imperfection / perfect just_because our imperfections / - Imperfections are in truth Perfection. (??) *needs new brain*

[slashbycaranfin]

Quite right!

[lireeli]

You are such an interesting person!!:) Whatever you are it doesn't seem random but almost knitting bit after bit by your mind!! What you want , what you don't , what you need , what you don't and so on until the last what you are what you are not.
Don't know if I make sense right now, but it's what I feel when I read you...

[illuins_lair]

But it is You who are interesting! Otherwise we wouldn´t discuss this..

Maybe we are all as random or as unique as we percieve ourselves.. Oh how random I feel at times! And we need to have the contrast of that grey-scaled side too, but really - I think we´re all Sparkling inside! That dust that covers us.. is hiding something..
I think it is important to reflect upon things we take for granted, we are all so stuck in boxes and labels at times that no matter how much we try to fit we ultimately need to ask if we care about those categories at all. Those labels are limiting goddamnit!
Maybe randomness doesn´t exist at all, every moment is kind of unique, right?

Oh it does help a bit to write the thoughts down.. I´m so_not confusing myself even now....lol *snerk*

You see - all this makes a lot of sense!!! Things unfolds as they go by...

[floatingleaf]

I'm back.:D

I don’t have the same time as everyone else seem to have. I mean, I am aware of the paradox of time being invented by man and not really exists in the way we live by it. But how can all those other people fit it into their lives? I have constantly; without exceptions, either too much time or not enough. I don’t think that I have been anywhere in a place right on time. It’s hilarious, because it’s so fucking impossible that other people can and i cannot. Is there a secret that I’ve missed out on from birth? It is as if I had my own time, ticking slightly out of synch from the rest of the world. For me; a moment is an eternity and eternity a moment. Actually, it’s not Me having a trouble with my time, but people around me of course. But I suffer with them on my behalf.THIS. This whole part. You stole that from my brain, right? ;P

[illuins_lair]

*swirls off with you into midsummer sunset without time*
*imagines you in white gown and silver circlet and blushes for being overly romantic*

Omg. This never really happened to me! *sits and squee´s very non-quietly in my little hippie-den in faraway-Sweden and loves you already immensely and jikfafugiuiofgtuoiwu64wsfrd89501§6 ijdjdjjdjdjdöFD*
I´m immensely delighted in finding a person who´s not finding THIS.. meaning - the abomination with time - uh.. disturbing (because as you probably know; everyone is ridiculously on TIME ALL THE TIME!!!! Gah.)

I totally consider us sharing the same brain somehow, though you write the omg!GUH!porn and I kind of fall in love with you and your porny sides. I swear; it never happened like this before - I just want you to know that.. omg please don´t hate me but I think I totally flirt with you =D *nods*

Ok, just have my babies.
*THUD*

[floatingleaf]

midsummer sunset without time

Poetry is like breathing to you, isn't it?... <333

imagines you in white gown and silver circlet and blushes for being overly romantic

*blushes with you*

everyone is ridiculously on TIME ALL THE TIME!!!! Gah.

I know. The crazies.:P

omg please don´t hate me but I think I totally flirt with you =D

*bites lip and blushes some more*

Hate you? What are you talking about?... *headshake* Go right ahead, dear. I don't get much flirting these days.;)

[illuins_lair]

Poetry is like breathing to you, isn't it?
If that sentence is not poetry in itself, I don´t know what it is.. *faints*

*adds some more flirting with fluttery eyelashes*