NO PILLS! Especially since you're on those meds. If you took a pill while on the meds you're going to feel really really bad and you'll be mad at yourself!
Don't do it, hon. You know you can beat this! Do something positive that will cheer you up. Go shopping, eat comfort food, talk to someone that will listen, throw pillows across the room, or listen to your favorite music.
Thanks guys:) Don't worry, I didn't take anything. I guess it's just hard for me to deal with the bad times because I don't really know how. It's almost like instinct...feel bad + pills = numbness. I know I can't live like that any more, but sometimes I feel like there's no other way to feel better. I know I need to find other outlets to express anger and sadness, but I don't know what to do! That probably sounds crazy to you guys, but I appreciate the fact that you were yelling at me when I was talking stupid. It actually makes it easier to stay clean when I think about all the great friends I have that have supported me through this, and how I can't let them down. Thanks Anne Marie, Char, and Khris - I heart you guys:)
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