hey carrie =) i know i dont know you particularly well, but i really dont think youve let anyone down. people might be upset but its not because they're dissapointed in you, its because they care so much about you and dont want to see you go through this. as long as you have a way to communicate how yr feeling and people to listen to you, whether it be yr' lj or just talking about it all it cant help. dont let it overwhelm you ok? \like i said, i know i dont know you all that well but i'll be there if you want to talk, email me, or theres msn or my number is 0411375846. just in case. =)
*Loves you*autumnroyaleDecember 15 2004, 06:46:46 UTC
Baby, dont EVER feel that by feeling like you are you are letting anyone down. There is no way that anyone would feel let down by you because you are going through this pain again. We are all here to help, and, from what I know, you are already a step ahead than you were when you were 15. You realise what is happening, you understand that you need to do something about it, and you are. You recognise in yourself what happened 5 years ago, and know that you need to deal with it, before it becomes too much for you. Don't ever feel less of a person, or that you have let anyone down because of feelings that you cannot control right now. You're talking about it, and that is good. We are all here to help, those who love you aren't far at all. I care deeply for you, Caz, and I am willing to help however I can. Instead of feeling like you have let anyone down, try to let those letters, and My Reply, give you hope. There are people out there, people who don't even know you, who are willing to offer their time, their words, their encouragement,
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carrie, i know i'm probably the last person you'll believe this from, or maybe i'm someone you need to hear it from because we've been through one hell of a lot, but even though you feel like you're letting everyone around you down, you're not. giving up would be letting them down. surving each day as it comes, no matter how terrible you feel, isn't letting people down.
you've come so far. i know you and i aren't close anymore, but we have some kind of a bond which no matter how distant we become can't ever be broken.
take care of yourself. you've been through this before, you CAN get through it again.
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you've come so far. i know you and i aren't close anymore, but we have some kind of a bond which no matter how distant we become can't ever be broken.
take care of yourself. you've been through this before, you CAN get through it again.
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