livejournal i have neglected thee. as each day goes by. i am filled with more hate. to be honest, i do not know what fuels it. it just kind of appears. day by day i become more bitter. in all sincerity "hate" is a word ive been using quite frequent. and i dont fucking mind it.

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haha. thats all i can fucking say. 0 for 3. youre a fucking idiot.

everything fell through

tennessee in 2 months. goodbye.

the thought of it makes me sick. the sight of it induces vomit. i dont know how to change it. i cant fucking help it.

my grandpa is doing good. and probably getting out this weekend. my grandma has end level liver cancer. and they dont expect her to be leaving the hospital. so ill probably be going to chicago real soon.

i miss sunday breakfast

my grandpa and grandma in chicago are both in the hospital. grandpa has fluid on the lungs. but i guess hes doing fine. and ive got no clue about my grandma. but my mom said they dont expect her to make it. oh. how fun.