i'm happy just because i found out i'm really no one

[ilkanta]

Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics: You are all stardust. You couldn't be here if stars hadn't exploded, because the elements - the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things

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[puzzley]

Why is it that every time I ask you out, you never respond?

[ilkanta]

-- I THINK I'VE HONESTLY MISSED THE QUESTION. when was the last time you asked?

i've wanted to go out with you guys for awhile but usually i hear of it through qing or dream and i've not been able to make it so far.

[puzzley]

I CAN'T REALLY REMEMBER. I think it was on IM or plurk.

They rarely ever plan, lmao, maybe that's why. "HEY CAPS WANT TO MEET AT 7PM TONIGHT??" "BUT IT'S ..... 4 RIGHT NOW."

We should plan something for real and include everyone.

[ilkanta]

MY FRIENDS ARE ALL LIKE THAT IT'S LIKE "abi abi movie" "oh tomorrow" "no now" "what time?" "...now" "OH YOU FAGGOTS"

we should, man. i still recommend going to settler's sometime, it's a board game cafe that's good for a few hours of lulz if you play the ridiculous party games.

or maybe kbox. 8| normally i'd never be caught dead in kbox but for you guys...

[puzzley]

how was your orientation day at poly? if it passed already, of course.

[ilkanta]

ngee ann works with like an orientation camp that's optional, and since i wanted to work, i opted out of the camp. there was induction day yesterday and due to like a gay clusterfuck i kind of missed the whole thing... so i have no idea what my class is going to be like and i may have missed out on vital info.

every attempt to contact the school so far to ask them wtf i should do has failed. i'm going to try their main office line tomorrow morning.

[puzzley]

wow my questions are so boring

what embarrasses you?

[ilkanta]

a lot of things, actually, nothing in particular that i can think of. i get second-hand embarassment like WHOA, to the point where i can't bear to watch some scenes of things like sitcoms because i just get all cringey and sadfaced.

i get embarassed really, really easily. but instead of freaking out and blushing and whatever, sometimes i backpedal, but usually i just go all out and run with it. so i'm still embarassed but at least it's loltastic or something.

i'm still embarassed at showing people stuff i write, tagging people except for those i know reaaaaally well, and i am completely incapable of expressing my ideas as my own.

[zealmightyspork]

maaaan +1 on this whole comment. /brofist? :|

[ilkanta]

/BROFIST

it's hard to explain that last one, about being unable to express my ideas as my own? but you get it, right 8| in group conversation and stuff i usually attribute all of my ideas to "i once saw people who did _____" or something along the liens rather than say i made it up myself. i'm better around friends but even then i tend to go to ridiculous lengths to try and either make it seem like someone else came up with the idea, or that whoever i was talking to came up with it.

yeah.

[puzzley]

do you have . . .

a facebook.

[ilkanta]

LMFAO YES i never use it though. my un there is ilkanta, as it is everywhere else, add me, i'll add you back, and i'll... never do anything else

i used to play restaurant city and gangster battle. then i started playing geo challenge and was ridiculously hooked for awhile, fuck yeah GEOGRAPHY. then i stopped.

doesn't help tha tmy mom has facebook now

[un_endlich]

why are bras so annoying to wear |:

[ilkanta]

because.... tits. idk.

[un_endlich]

will i die if i cut 'em off

[ilkanta]

probably. that's a shitload of blood.

unless you have it done properly a-la-masectomy?