So, there was a lot of soul searching yesterday. Things have been getting really tense between me and some of the people I care most about and it finally all came out, but not in a falling out sort of way, but in a just talking about what's been going on. I used to be one of those people that was open when things were bothering me, who would tell ( Read more... )

August 26, 2004 ( Read more... )

Well, sadly, I was unable to go to the Maroon 5 show at the State Fair tonight. I am bummed because I really did want to go but everything just was not working out. Rachel and Mandi decided to leave for the Fair at 4 o'clock, even though I didn't get off work until 4:30... so I figured I'd just get a ride with my sister. Well, she didn't get off ( Read more... )

More later but I just wanted to say that the concert last night was AWESOME!! Jason is the sexiest sexiest man and I actually like DMB now!!! :) Had such a great time!

For some reason, this weekend was very eye-opening for me. About friends and stuff like that. I just realize that I can't force friendship. I've really tried and attempted to hang out and open the doors, but you can only do so much before it gets borderline ridiculous. So if poeople don't want to hang out, if they just want things to stay how they ( Read more... )

Today is Rachael's baby shower and Emily's birthday party. To be perfectly honest, I'm not that excited about either one. I'm no good at things like baby showers, I never know what to say and how to act. I mean, "Congratulations on your new baby" or something? That just sounds weird. Also, as happy as she seems with being pregnant, I still worry ( Read more... )

Well, the big 21st birthday is over, and to some extent I'm glad, as I was having some nerves about being 21 and wanted to be 18 instead (which I still do, by the way). But anyway, it was kind of a stressful day because my parents were in a frenzy getting the house ready, since we were celebrating both my sister and my birthdays on the 22nd. So ( Read more... )

Okay, so Hanson finally scheduled West Coast tour dates. When and where would they be? October 6th and 7th in Los Angelos. What does this mean, you may ask. It means that I can't go because it's our first fucking whole week of school. And it's over 2 fucking days that I have class (which I can't miss). I'm so bummed out about it, I almost cried ( Read more... )

Last night I dreamt that I got back together with Jorge. I actually have dreamt about him at least 3-4 times since I've been home, but last night's was the clearest. He like, came to my work (I think) and wanted to talk to me. He was back in school and had a really good job and had totally turned himself around and we got back together. I was happy ( Read more... )

ALICIA JUST CALLED ME FROM A HANSON CONCERT AND I GOT TO PRETEND LIKE I WAS THERE BECAUSE I COULD HEAR THEM PLAYING! IT WAS THE COOLEST THING EVER AND I LOVE ALICIA BECAUSE SHE'S THE COOLEST GIRL IN THE ENTIRE WORLD AND SHE'S JUST THE BEST AND I AM SOOOO FREAKING HAPPY THAT I GOT TO HEAR THEM EVEN IF IT WAS ON THE PHONE BECAUSE IT WAS SOOOO COOL ( Read more... )