Twilight Saga - Tread Lightly On My Broken Heart - J/B/E Triangle
Title: Tread Lightly On My Broken Heart
Author: ilerya82
'Verse: Twilight Saga
Claim/Pairing: Jacob Black / Bella Swan / Edward Cullen Triangle
Media: fanmix
Rating: M for mature themes...
Disclaimer: No, I do NOT own Twilight. If I did, I would have made ridiculous amounts of money and be trying to churn out more books to keep on top of that slippery slope of popularity. Yes, yes, I would be a sell out, but it would be better than everything else she published!
Summary: Mostly shown from Jacob's POV, this mix speaks to the tangled mess of emotions he goes through on his run before the wedding between Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. He really runs the gamut here - anger, sadness, bitterness, resignation, hope and renewed love for a friend. I am not a Team Jacob player, I was always Team Edward - this is meant to show that I understand that until he imprinted he really thought he loved Bella, and it hurt and angered him that she loved Edward. For Jake to come to the wedding, well... That took a lot of soul searching, even if he still ran the gamut of emotions there in that moment.
Table/Prompt/Listing... for _____ Community: unrequited love from my bingo card for love_bingo
Tread Lightly On My Broken Heart
A Jacob/Bella/Edward Triangle Fanmix
01} Fool ~ Marie Digby
And though I knew too well / The true intentions of your secret smile / I couldn't stop / I couldn't tell you no / I hate to say I'm giving in to you
02} Boyfriend ~ Justin Bieber
If I was your boyfriend / I'd never let you go / Keep you on my arm girl / You'd never be alone / And I can be a gentleman / Anything you want / If I was your boyfriend / I'd never let you go / Never let you go
03} Stealing ~ Gavin DeGraw
While some of it’s here / I’m wondering where did the rest disappear / The parts that I thought were the best are unclear / Or hiding there under your doubt / So maybe we’ll call this a hard lesson learned / But you’re holding something that I’ll need returned / If you need some time / I’ve still got some to burn / But burning is just running thin / Cause we had a good time / Then it was sorrow / I call it stealing / You call it borrow / So I want my heart back / If you’re not gonna keep it / If you’ve got no uses / Then I’m gonna need it / And someone else / Is gonna need it too
04} Somebody That I Used To Know ~ Glee Cast Version
Told myself that you were right for me / But felt so lonely in your company / But that was love and it's an ache I still remember / You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness / Like resignation to the end, always the end / So when we found that we could not make sense / Well you said that we would still be friends / But I'll admit that I was glad it was over
05} Everything You Want ~ Vertical Horizon
I am everything you want / I am everything you need / I am everything inside of you / That you wish you could be / I say all the right things / At exactly the right time / But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why / And I don't know why / Why / I don't know
06} Auf Asche ~ Franz Ferdinand
You see her, you can't touch her / You hear her, you can't hold her / You want her, you can't have her / You want to, but she won't let you / She's not so special so look what you've done, boy / She's not so special so look what you've done, boy / She's not so special so look what you've done, boy / She's not so special so look what you've done / Now you wish she'd never come back here again / Oh, never come back here again
07} A Million Ways ~ Ok Go
I should, I wish I could, maybe if you were, I would, a list of standard-issue regrets. / One last 80 proof, slouching in the corner booth. / Baby, it's as good as it gets. / Oh such grace, oh such beauty. / So precious, suspicious, and charming, and vicious. / oh darling, you're a million ways / Oh darling, you're a million ways to be cruel
08} Bloody Nails + Broken Hearts ~ Billy Talent
Now I know fairy tales don't come true, / And Cinderella don't fit the shoe. / Some day I'll get back the love I gave, / Some day you'll pay for the mess you've made. / From the start, drew a target on my heart, / So you can throw your poison darts. / You'll never kill, never kill, never kill.
09} Not Over You ~ Gavin DeGraw
Dreams, that's where I have to go / To see your beautiful face anymore / I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio / Hope, hope there's a conversation / We both admit we had it good / But until then it's alienation, I know / That much is understood / And I realize / If you ask me how I'm doing / I would say I'm doing just fine / I would lie and say that you're not on my mind / But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two / And finally I'm forced to face the truth, / No matter what I say I'm not over you, not over you
10} Fallout ~ Marianas Trench
Well now there's him, / And now there's me / The secrets you give / And the secrets you keep / And nevertheless / It's never you let / The more that I give / And the less that I get / Don't tell me to fight, / To fight for you / After this long, I shouldn't have to / I know you're fine, but what do I do? / I know you're fine, but what do I do? / I'm awake, and trying / While you're sleeping like a babe / Beside him / I'm on the ledge while you're so / God damn polite and composed / And I know you see me, / And you're making it look so easy / What comes and goes, / I'd go without
11} All I Wanted ~ Paramore
I think I'll pace my apartment a few times / And fall asleep on the couch / Wake up early, the black and white re-runs / That escape from my mouth, oh / All I wanted was you / All I wanted was you / All I wanted was you / All I wanted was you
12} Hello/Goodbye ~ Erin McCarley
I'd love to hear you say anything but silence / You're unaware that I'm so tired / And I've tried to understand / Am I the only one cares here? / I can't let you, let you disappear
13} There For You ~ Flyleaf
Sometimes I'm a selfish fake / You're always a true friend / And I don't deserve you / 'Cause I'm not there for you / Please forgive me again
14} You Could Be Happy ~ Snow Patrol
You could be happy, I hope you are / You made me happier than I'd been by far /
Somehow everything I own smells of you / And for the tiniest moment it's all not true / Do the things that you always wanted to / Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do / More than anything I want to see you, girl / Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
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Author: ilerya82
'Verse: Twilight Saga
Claim/Pairing: Jacob Black / Bella Swan / Edward Cullen Triangle
Media: fanmix
Rating: M for mature themes...
Disclaimer: No, I do NOT own Twilight. If I did, I would have made ridiculous amounts of money and be trying to churn out more books to keep on top of that slippery slope of popularity. Yes, yes, I would be a sell out, but it would be better than everything else she published!
Summary: Mostly shown from Jacob's POV, this mix speaks to the tangled mess of emotions he goes through on his run before the wedding between Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. He really runs the gamut here - anger, sadness, bitterness, resignation, hope and renewed love for a friend. I am not a Team Jacob player, I was always Team Edward - this is meant to show that I understand that until he imprinted he really thought he loved Bella, and it hurt and angered him that she loved Edward. For Jake to come to the wedding, well... That took a lot of soul searching, even if he still ran the gamut of emotions there in that moment.
Table/Prompt/Listing... for _____ Community: unrequited love from my bingo card for love_bingo
Tread Lightly On My Broken Heart
A Jacob/Bella/Edward Triangle Fanmix
01} Fool ~ Marie Digby
And though I knew too well / The true intentions of your secret smile / I couldn't stop / I couldn't tell you no / I hate to say I'm giving in to you
02} Boyfriend ~ Justin Bieber
If I was your boyfriend / I'd never let you go / Keep you on my arm girl / You'd never be alone / And I can be a gentleman / Anything you want / If I was your boyfriend / I'd never let you go / Never let you go
03} Stealing ~ Gavin DeGraw
While some of it’s here / I’m wondering where did the rest disappear / The parts that I thought were the best are unclear / Or hiding there under your doubt / So maybe we’ll call this a hard lesson learned / But you’re holding something that I’ll need returned / If you need some time / I’ve still got some to burn / But burning is just running thin / Cause we had a good time / Then it was sorrow / I call it stealing / You call it borrow / So I want my heart back / If you’re not gonna keep it / If you’ve got no uses / Then I’m gonna need it / And someone else / Is gonna need it too
04} Somebody That I Used To Know ~ Glee Cast Version
Told myself that you were right for me / But felt so lonely in your company / But that was love and it's an ache I still remember / You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness / Like resignation to the end, always the end / So when we found that we could not make sense / Well you said that we would still be friends / But I'll admit that I was glad it was over
05} Everything You Want ~ Vertical Horizon
I am everything you want / I am everything you need / I am everything inside of you / That you wish you could be / I say all the right things / At exactly the right time / But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why / And I don't know why / Why / I don't know
06} Auf Asche ~ Franz Ferdinand
You see her, you can't touch her / You hear her, you can't hold her / You want her, you can't have her / You want to, but she won't let you / She's not so special so look what you've done, boy / She's not so special so look what you've done, boy / She's not so special so look what you've done, boy / She's not so special so look what you've done / Now you wish she'd never come back here again / Oh, never come back here again
07} A Million Ways ~ Ok Go
I should, I wish I could, maybe if you were, I would, a list of standard-issue regrets. / One last 80 proof, slouching in the corner booth. / Baby, it's as good as it gets. / Oh such grace, oh such beauty. / So precious, suspicious, and charming, and vicious. / oh darling, you're a million ways / Oh darling, you're a million ways to be cruel
08} Bloody Nails + Broken Hearts ~ Billy Talent
Now I know fairy tales don't come true, / And Cinderella don't fit the shoe. / Some day I'll get back the love I gave, / Some day you'll pay for the mess you've made. / From the start, drew a target on my heart, / So you can throw your poison darts. / You'll never kill, never kill, never kill.
09} Not Over You ~ Gavin DeGraw
Dreams, that's where I have to go / To see your beautiful face anymore / I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio / Hope, hope there's a conversation / We both admit we had it good / But until then it's alienation, I know / That much is understood / And I realize / If you ask me how I'm doing / I would say I'm doing just fine / I would lie and say that you're not on my mind / But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two / And finally I'm forced to face the truth, / No matter what I say I'm not over you, not over you
10} Fallout ~ Marianas Trench
Well now there's him, / And now there's me / The secrets you give / And the secrets you keep / And nevertheless / It's never you let / The more that I give / And the less that I get / Don't tell me to fight, / To fight for you / After this long, I shouldn't have to / I know you're fine, but what do I do? / I know you're fine, but what do I do? / I'm awake, and trying / While you're sleeping like a babe / Beside him / I'm on the ledge while you're so / God damn polite and composed / And I know you see me, / And you're making it look so easy / What comes and goes, / I'd go without
11} All I Wanted ~ Paramore
I think I'll pace my apartment a few times / And fall asleep on the couch / Wake up early, the black and white re-runs / That escape from my mouth, oh / All I wanted was you / All I wanted was you / All I wanted was you / All I wanted was you
12} Hello/Goodbye ~ Erin McCarley
I'd love to hear you say anything but silence / You're unaware that I'm so tired / And I've tried to understand / Am I the only one cares here? / I can't let you, let you disappear
13} There For You ~ Flyleaf
Sometimes I'm a selfish fake / You're always a true friend / And I don't deserve you / 'Cause I'm not there for you / Please forgive me again
14} You Could Be Happy ~ Snow Patrol
You could be happy, I hope you are / You made me happier than I'd been by far /
Somehow everything I own smells of you / And for the tiniest moment it's all not true / Do the things that you always wanted to / Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do / More than anything I want to see you, girl / Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
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