Too Late Second Mix

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Title: Too Late Second Mix
Author: Ila Way!
Fandom: ZE:A
Pairing: HeeShik, KevShik, HeeWoo, HeeWan, one sided TaeChul, MoonWoo, KwangSi, KwangChul idek LOL
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance/Angst? (a little...)
Disclaimer: I don't own Heechul, Hyungshik, Kevin or any of ZE:A members but I do own the right to love them ;]
Warning: Emo Hyungshik, 3 boys hospitalized and... no smut.

Too Late Second Mix
It was white. Everything was plain white and he was alone. All alone in the blinding whiteness that surrounds him. It scares him so much, all the white surrounding him. It even scare him more than the dark, he now wished that he is surrounded by the darkness instead of this pure white. He was unclothed, and it scares him, since he feels so exposed and humiliated even though he knew that he is all alone in this pure white cage. There seem to be nothing, no start, no end, it's like he's hanging in this cage. The only thing he is thankful of is the rigid floor, the base, where he's sitting on, even though it's cold. He is still curling into a ball, hiding himself from no one. The air was getting colder by seconds but Hyungshik didn't have the energy to do anything about it. He was tired, his breathing was slow and he was about ready to die there, alone. This world of nothingness is really meant for him, he thought. Because now, he has nothing. Nothing to gain, nothing to lose. He have lost everything. He... has lost Heechul. And Heechul is the world to him. He had just lost his world. That's why it's all white now.

He started crying again, when he think of Heechul. He feel so weak now and he feel so stupid. Boys shouldn't be crying over things like this, right? He's a boy, he shouldn't cry for other boy but he just couldn't help it. His body didn't want to respond to his orders. He wiped his tears with his palm childishly, this will never get better, he thought. The air is now freezing him, he started to shudder. There's nothing there to warm him up, he gave up even without thinking. He started coughing, the cold air hitting his lungs was painful and the coughing makes it even worst. He swear he tasted blood  and when he coughed it out, red liquid escapes too, falling in his inviting hands. His eyes widened, it's really blood. Does that mean that he will die soon then? "Hmph... maybe dying is better..." He was losing his sight, it's starting to get blurry and his coughing didn't cease. His hands starting to lose it's sense and it fell on the floor weakly as Hyungshik himself fell on the floor, back hitting cold icy surface. His legs gave out and there was nothing to feel, nothing to see, nothing to hear. His mouth opened, he was trying to breath in and out but it's so difficult.

Goodbye, Heechul...
Goodbye, Kevin...
Goodbye, Minwoo...
Goodbye, Dongjun...
Goodbye, Taehun...
Goodbye, mom... dad...
Goodbye, goodbye... everybody... goodbye...
Goodbye, world...
Goodbye, H-Heechul...

Even as his consciousness started to fade, his tears never fail to keep on running. But why... is this process going so slow? Is... is that the white stairs to the sky?

Heechul stared at the crying Minwoo boredly. This is getting... ridiculous. Everybody was quiet, no one dared to speak. It's like the time stopped around them. People who walked passed them all stared at the crying boy, earning unwanted attention. Siwan started to feel uneasy seeing Minwoo's tears and the stare directed to Heechul. He blinked few times, now a little afraid of the story behind. He didn't dare to look at Minwoo, he looked away, eyes down to his lap. Things are running through his head, and questions surfaced. Is Minwoo dating Heechul? Is he the reason of those tears? Is... He started feeling tense and a hand patted his back. He looked to the side to see Heechul looking at him with a somewhat worried eyes. Is Heechul worried about him? He didn't know but it was comforting. That hand continued caressing him and Siwan smiled a little. He was about open his mouth to say something when Heechul's eyes went back to Minwoo, "Stop crying, Minwoo." His voice was deep but was loud enough for everybody to hear.

Everybody was shocked when Heechul voiced that out. All eyes were on him and Minwoo was shocked too, that his eyes widened. Minwoo wanted to call out Heechul's name but he couldn't. His voice was stucked in his throat. Heechul throws him an annoyed look and stood up, straightened himself, "If you have something to say to me, meet me at the our usual cafe this evening." Siwan throw him a look, then to Minwoo, mind wondering about what Heechul has just said. Kevin, Taehun and Dongjun just watched the whole scene, not knowing what to say. They knew it was all between Minwoo and Heechul and for now they have no right to interfere. Heechul pulled Siwan up, and after giving a signal to Taehun, he take his leave. Siwan gave him a questioning look, but still follow Heechul nonetheless. He laced his hand with Heechul's and Heechul spat, "I can't eat when there's a boy crying in front of my face." Siwan smiled a little and nodded. He didn't mind really, as long as he's with Heechul, it doesn't matter. He followed Heechul going down the big stairs happily, now there's only the two of them. The lunch will be pretty. Plus, they had 4 hours break from their Computer Science class, so they have lots of time to themselves. He looked up to the blue sky. The sun was hiding behind the thick clouds, it's a good weather. And the winds are moving very slowly too, it feels good.

Taehun sighed and waved him goodbye before returning his eyes to Minwoo. Minwoo was holding his hand together, eyes watching Heechul with tears welled up. Kevin and the others gave him a symphathetic look. Dongjun reached out to him and held his hands, "Hyung, if you want, you can cry. If you want to let yourself out, we are here too. For you." He was worried, and he knew the others was as well. Minwoo could see that they are all worried about him but for now, he just... couldn't say anything. Not yet. Minwoo took his hand from Dongjun's warm hands and ran away. Kevin and the others was shocked and they chased after him but Minwoo was so fast it was hard to catch up with him. They wonder how could Minwoo run that fast with his condition like that and they started to suspect that all of the tears and the wounds have something to do with Heechul. They didn't speak it out, not very sure of their suspicions. Minwoo knew they are suspicious and that why he couldn't stop running, he didn't want to get caught. Taehun accidentally tripped on the stairs and Kevin and Dongjun was shocked. "Taehun!"

That time, Taehun was so scared, he had to admit. When his body hit the stairs so many times, he thought he was going to die, or maybe break some real hard bones. Because he can feel his arms and legs receiving the damage intensely. It hurts so much, he screamed. But when he hit the umptenth floor, he blacked out, so he didn't know if he did break them. Kevin and Dongjun stopped chasing Minwoo and ran towards Taehun instead. "Taehun! Taehun!" screamed them both. But when they were finally at where Taehun is, Taehun was already unconscious and he bled. Dongjun was stoned, he didn't know what to do. He knew he shouldn't touch Taehun, he might hurt him but that time his brain blanked, he just stared at Taehun with mouth open. Kevin, being quick to think, dialled the ambulans and told them the address. "Hyung... Kevin hyung... T-Taehun... hyung... He..." Dongjun was about to cry but Kevin hugged him and tell him it's okay. "It's okay, Dongjun, it's okay, he'll be okay." Truthfully, he didn't know but he have faith that Taehun will be all right. He tried waking Taehun up by calling his name but he didn't dare to move the boy. After a long, a very long 20 minutes, the ambulans arrived and the paramedics took Taehun to the hospital.

Minwoo ran like nothing matters anymore. He didn't know how the hell he get to run with his condition. Tears keep on falling everytime he moved his legs forcefully, forcing himself to run away, trying to ignore the pain but failed. But he didn't stop, it's more like he can't stop because if he did they will catch him. He didn't want them to know the truth... yet. He feels so uncertain and he didn't know why he's doing all these. He could have punched Heechul on the face and leave him because he is mad. He is honestly mad, he's angry at Heechul for treating him like that. But that anger wasn't so loud, he feels more sad and miserable rather than angry. He wanted to hate Heechul now but he can't, he couldn't. He didn't know it is this hard to hate someone. His head feels a little heavy, now that he's running so much. He tried stopping himself from running more, he was sure that he's alone now. Trying to stop made him fall onto the shiny floor, he couldn't control his speed that time and the floor was a little slippery. Once again, the fall made him hit his already bruised and wounded legs and arms and his head hit the wall.

It hurts so much, Minwoo swear he almost blacked out. He pull himself into a sitting position and pull his now bleeding legs. The bandage turns red again and he can't describe how painful it is. He clenched his teeth and close his eyes, trying to hold in the pain. The damage was harsh and that time he felt like killing himself. But he laughed when he knew that will never happen. Not anytime now. He can't even move his legs. It hurts too much. He sat there, all alone since no one's using the class. It's usually only used for examinations and right now there's no exam so, it was abandoned. This is... how many times have he hurt himself like this? He lost count. He stared at his legs, wouldn't it be great if Heechul come to him now and change his bandage like how he used to before? Wouldn't it be great if he kissed him and tell him it's okay? His mind wander back, replaying his memory like a movie.

It was in the evening and Minwoo was out with Heechul for the whole day, since Hyungshik had to go to his hometown to visit his sick grandma. Minwoo secretly and guility was kind of happy that he get to spend these three days straight with Heechul because of Hyungshik's grandma. He was all pumped up and they went to the theme park that day. Heechul was pretty loud on roller coasters, it's funny but he was scared as hell, he screamed even louder. It was even more funny when they get their pictures at the reception. Heechul's expression, with his eyes wide and mouth screaming open look so funny, he had to laugh right there and then. But when they saw his own face, it was Heechul's turn to laugh like hell. Minwoo's eyes was a bit watery and he gave off an expression of a kid terrified of a monster. His head was a little down, and he remember not daring to look straight. He didn't mind Heechul laughing at him though, not much because Heechul look so adorably happy when he did that. He pinched Heechul's right arm, faking a pout but he laughed in the end, joining Heechul in his laughing fit.

It was nice, it was unforgettable moments of him and Heechul. He had been the first one to make a move on Heechul that night, having bringing Heechul to his room, knowing fully that Heechul will never bring him to his. Heechul had treated him like he's the most precious thing in the world and for once, he had forgotten fully that Hyungshik existed because he had made Heechul his that night when he bit on Heechul's neck. He was marking Heechul as his and Heechul didn't seem to mind but all that kissing, touching and biting had lead them both to somewhere else. They had stripped each other out, kissed through the night, and admiring each other's body under the moon light that seemed to like them together. The next day was a little awkward when he tried, for the first time in his life, wake up early and make breakfast for Heechul. He had never been the one to wake up early, he love his sleeping time but he was so determined to please Heechul in every way during the three days they have with each other. He admit that it was hard, he had almost burnt his fingers while making the egg rolls and his hand almost slipped when he was pouring the hot water to make the coffee because he was yawning the whole time.

He scratches his head, staring at the toaster without much thought. His body was drained, and his butt area was kind of hurt right now but that didn't kill his determination at all, not a bit. He heard fabrics shuffling and turn his head to his bedroom. Right, he forgot to close the door so he could see Heechul trying to get up without opening his eyes. Minwoo smiled when Heechul looked around, like a sleepy lost and confused cat, trying to remember where he was. Then Heechul looked at him, straight from his bed and he smiled again, waving at him. Heechul seem to get it all by now and he lazily reached out to his discarded clothes from last night. Minwoo's attention was back to the toaster when it rings, giving out perfectly toasted bread. He took them and placed it on the plate before refilling it. Heechul was coming to him when he looked at the bedroom again, with white shirt, unbuttoned and his boxer on. Minwoo blushed a little, Heechul look so seductive and when Heechul smirked, he knew he was caught thinking that. Heechul hugged him from the back, resting his head on Minwoo's shoulders. Heechul looked like as if he would fall asleep again and Minwoo laughed, "Heechul-ah, you just got up."

"Hmmm?" Heechul opened his eyes and kissed Minwoo's neck, "Morning~"
Minwoo smiled sheepishly and hold Heechul's hands, "Morning too~ Ah! What time is your first class today?"
"I don't have any class today. Do you?" Heechul left Minwoo to sit on the chair. Minwoo looked at him for a while, thinking.
"Nope, I don't have either." He smiled. He lied, he had a class that day, but Heechul is more important to him so, he thought it wouldn't hurt to ditch a class. He could ask his friends about the class and take the notes from them. While spending the whole day with Heechul, comes in very very rare. Of course he'd choose to be with Heechul.

His flashbacks died when he heard someone calling his name. Then he felt a hand on his forehead and he pulled back. He was shocked to see his anatomy lecturer trying to get a hold of him. "Minwoo. Minwoo-ya. Ha Minwoo, can you hear me?" He didn't say a thing, he just stared at his lecturer. He felt tired and his consciousness are slowly slipping out. His lecturer was panicked a little and he shakes Minwoo, trying to get him to talk. But Minwoo was too tired now and his legs had started feeling numb. So, when he tried to speak, no words came out and he lost half of his consciousness that time. He felt arms lifting him and he heard some talking but he couldn't respond. His head was dizzy and everything seems so unreal that time. It's like everything is slipping away. He felt everything though and he was aware that his lecturer drove him to the hospital. When he was placed on the white hospital bed, he decided to just let go and the rest was all black.

It was only natural that Siwan would be happy when Heechul brought him to the shopping mall instead of the restaurant, right? Plus, he wasn't that hungry anyway, he had drank the orange juice too much in the morning, while waiting for Heechul to wake up. He woke up early today, probably because of the overwhelming happiness or maybe just because it felt kinda weird to have someone else on his bed. It feels a little awkward to him but he was happy, to open his eyes that morning. Because the first things he see was Heechul's sleeping face. He admit that he was a little shocked at first but when his brain started working, slowly rewinding back of what happened last night, he smiled. He pulled the comforter up, hiding his smile under it. He stared at Heechul's beautiful features, adoring, savoring the moment in his heart. He wanted to carve this picture in his brain and his heart so that when he wanted to see Heechul like this, he could just close his eyes and imagine it. He actually can't believe that he and Heechul had sex last night. It's like a dream. It was his dream and that dream just suddenly come true. He bit his lips, still smiling and the he licked it, wetting his lips. Then his eyes fell on Heechul's lips and he find himself staring at it.

Oh, that lips. His eyes blinked few times, trying to refrain himself from kissing those lips. As much as he wanted to just kiss Heechul, he didn't have the heart to wake Heechul up. Heechul's sleeping face look so peaceful and so innocent, a complete contradiction to who he is when he's awake. But it's not like Siwan is complaining, in fact he loved Heechul just the way he is and he wouldn't want Heechul to change in one bit. Heechul's arrogant and ignorant attitude, Heechul's hidden shyness, Heechul's jealousy, his cocky smirk, his envious side, his caring and gentleness, Siwan have seen them all. And he's glad that Heechul is complete like that. So, Heechul should never change even if he is bad to some eyes. Siwan smiled, "Nappeun," he whispered, "Nappeun namja." He chuckled and slowly he brought his hand to Heechul's face. He smiled, there's no way he could resist this, this man, Jung Heechul. And those lips... He brought his face closer to the other, and slowly, trying to not to wake Heechul up, he kissed the man softly, sweetly. He brushed his lips to the other, enjoying the feel of soft lips on his.

He honestly felt like biting them, he felt like licking them and have Heechul's mouth on him again but Heechul seemed to be deep in his sleep. He pouted, how he wish Heechul was awake earlier than he does. But if that happens, then, he didn't get to see Heechul's sleeping face. He kissed Heechul's lips again and retreated. "Nappeun namja~" he whispered once again. He can feel himself wanting Heechul, wanting to touch him, wanting to kiss him, wanting to be touched back and kissed and he blames Heechul for that. He looked passed Heechul for a while to check what time is it and the clock on the wall stated that it's only 6.30 in the morning. Siwan smiled, no wonder Heechul is still fast asleep. He thanked the clock for glowing the dark, or else he could never know what time is it since it's dark. He yawned a little and decided to snuggle up to Heechul. Surprisingly, Heechul held him close and he smiled again, he is indeed, lucky to be in Heechul's arms. He closed his eyes and listen to Heechul's steady heartbeat. He wonder, just how long this happiness will stay.

Not for long, he knew.

But he will, and always will enjoy it while he can, savor each and every moment, every second, and every breath he take while he's with him. Heechul moved a bit, bringing him closer and he find himself breathing on Heechul's neck. He opened his eyes, why is Heechul like this? Why did he pull him closer? Heechul's neck is tempting him, he swear Heechul tried to seduce him even in his sleep. He can feel his body reacted to the closeness and to Heechul's skin. He let out a harsh breath on Heechul neck and tried to slowly loosened Heechul's hold on him. He didn't want to get into more temptation than he's already in. He kissed Heechul's neck once before smirking and slipping out of Heechul's hold. He stretched out and tried to get off the bed, but once his ass hit the mattress, he hissed. He didn't know it would feel this painful to sit. He closed his eyes for a while, trying to kick the pain away and it somehow worked as he ease himself, reminding himself not to dwell about the pain too much. He takes a sharp breath and tried to stand up. It proves to be a little hard but he convinced himself that he is a strong man, and no matter how painful this could be, he could endure it. It worked. He tried walking as normal as possible and he walked himself to the bathroom. Soaking himself in the bathtub sounds good, with warm water, yes, he'd like that. So he turned on the water heater and began to fill the bathtub with water.

After the half an hour soak and thinking, maybe a bit of day dreaming, Siwan clothes himself and went to living room. He grabbed his cellphone and checked the inbox. There are few messages that he didn't even bother to reply to and he stared at it boredly before deciding that he should drink some orange juice that he bought 2 days ago just because he was bored and out of randomness. Until Heechul finally wakes up, looking half lost at his surrounding. And that's how his stomach is now filled with... random orange juice. He wasn't complaining now but it's just that he... "Heechul-ah, can we go to the restroom first?" Heechul looked at him and he smiled, the sweetest smile he could gave out to Heechul.

On the other side...

"They all should be lucky that it's me who is going to be the MC this Saturday. Because no one can do it better like it I did," Kwanghee continued on rambling all about himself. Junyoung sighed, why can't Kwanghee stop talking? He isn't in a good mood at that time, his girlfriend... the 3rd? girlfriend wanted to break up because she knew all about the first and second. He honestly think she should continue on with her decision, because he only accepted her because she asked. He didn't have any feelings at all when she asked him to be her boyfriend. He just find that she is cute and that's why he accepted her. He has a weak heart when it comes cute and pretty things. Even though he did not love her, he find himself liking her. Though he doesn't know if it's that protective side of him or if he really liked her. He sighed again and Kwanghee stopped talking. "Junyoung, what's wrong with you?" Kwanghee asked. Junyoung seem troubled. At first Junyoung told Kwanghee that it's nothing and he's okay but Kwanghee kept on digging and Junyoung knew that Kwanghee will never leave him alone if he didn't tell him. Junyoung took a deep breath, "Well, Hyuna said she wanted to break up with me."

Kwanghee was quiet for a while. But the he replied, "You still have Raina and Nana even if she did break up with you. It doesn't really matter, right?"
Junyoung throw him a look, "I wouldn't be worried if it's Raina or Nana who asked but Hyuna, she... she's a bit emotional, you know? I'm afraid if I said I'm okay letting her go, she'd hurt herself or something along the line."
Kwanghee mouth turned to a comical O and he nodded, signalling that he understands before patting his freind's back. "Well then, you had to do what you always did before. Talk to her real nicely and tell her you're sorry but she deserve someone better. Maybe like me."
Junyoung raised a brow and Kwanghee laughed, "Kidding~ Junyoung, kidding~"
The continued walking towards the clothing Kwanghee wanted to go, he wanted to buy new clothes for this Saturday event, where he will become the MC, but they stopped on their track when they saw two beautiful men walking to their direction. One had kind of sour face, and it looks like if he had a problem, like Junyoung did while the other was smiling sweetly, obviously trying to get the other to smile as well.

Both Junyoung and Kwanghee stared at the couple. They looked so... beautiful. Kwanghee swear he can see stars spakling when he looked at them, both of their face was so beautiful, like the moon. Okay, not the moon, the moon is only pretty from far but the point is they are beautiful. Junyoung too can't take his eyes off them, he didn't even realised that they both had stopped walking. He felt his heart beating fast. When one of the two looked at them with bored eyes, both Kwanghee and Junyoung's heart skipped a beat. It feels as if they were caught admiring. But it seems that they don't mind, because after he looked, he just ignore them. When they were out their sight, both Junyoung and Kwanghee looked at each other. "You see what I see?" asked Kwanghee. Junyoung nodded, "Two beautiful men."
Kwanghee looked excited, "I think I just fall in love."
As much as he wanted to laugh at the look Kwanghee had, he himself knew that he probably had the same expression as well, "Me too."
"So so, which one do you like, the right or the left one?" asked Kwanghee.
"Uhh, I don't know... They both are so pretty. How about you?" Junyoung questioned back. The truth is, both of them caught his attention and his brain melted, he couldn't really think right now.
"ME TOO! I don't know why but I think I just fell in love with both."

Junyoung laughed a little but then Kwanghee pull his arm, "Why don't we, check them out? Let's follow them."
"What? Aren't we supposed to get your clothes today?" Junyoung was protesting a bit but he himself actually wanted to check them out too.
"Aww, come on. We can come again tomorrow. The shop wouldn't go anywhere but them," he pointed to Heechul and Siwan's backs, "We will lose them if we didn't approach them now."
Junyoung nodded hesitantly. Kwanghee smiled a big smile and pulled Junyoung along in his journey to stalk the two boys.

Taehun opened his eyes to see the white ceiling. He tried moving his legs but he couldn't. It feels heavy and he looked to the side, only to realise that he's on the neck supporter. 'Did I break my neck?' he asked himself internally. 'Ahh, the fall...' He closed his eyes back, remembering how the hell did he get here and how did he injured himself. He breathe out after all the flashbacks ended, 'Well, at least I'm still alive' he thought to himself. He opened his mouth and tried to speak, "A... A..." he smiled a little, "Okay, at least I can talk." He looked around him, no one's there, "And at least I think I didn't lose any memory. Not that I know anyway..." He chuckled a little thinking that he must have watched too much dramas that he even think like that. He mused to himself, wondering what if he tried lying and pretended like he had lost some... memory. That proves to be a good prank to his friends. He smiled inwardly, planning some sort of situation in his head. Maybe he'd try that.

An hour later, someone came in. At first he thought it was the doctors but when he looked at the door, it was Kevin and Dongjun. Kevin noticed that Taehun was up and he rushed to his side, dragging Dongjun along with him. "Hey there, Tae, uhhh... how are you doing?" Dongjun didn't say a thing but he have a concerned look. Taehun reminded himself of his earlier plan and he made a face, "Uhh... can you tell me who you are?" Deep inside he really wanted to laugh when he saw Kevin's shocked face but he bit his lips, trying not to either smile or laugh.
"You... didn't remember me?" Kevin pointed to himself.
Dongjun was shocked too and he asked, "Taehun hyung, do you remember me?" He eyes were blinking, a glitter of hope can be seen.
Taehun thought for a while. Should he pretended like he only know Dongjun? Or should he said that he doesn't know the boy too? Taehun stared into their faces. They both looked very worried and he know that he souldn't be doing this but this is so fun. He just wanted to see how people will treat him if they thought he had lost his memory. Maybe he learned to have fun doing these evil thing from Heechul. "Uhhh, I'm sorry... but no. Who are you two?"

Dongjun and Kevin couldn't believe it. Dongjun was the first to speak up, "Hyung! I know it's not your fault but how could you forget about me?"
His heart sunk deep to know that Taehun had lost his memory. "Taehun, then, do you remember who you are?" Kevin asked, wanting to know just how much damage is done.
Taehun gulped slowly and thought for a while, "Of course, I'm Taehun, right?"
Kevin and Dongjun let out a relieved sigh, "Thank god, you still remember who you are," Kevin commented. Dongjun nodded and he came closer to Taehun.
"Taehun hyung, I know you have forgotten about me but... I am Dongjun. We went to the same university and you're my hyung, a sunbae. This is Kevin," Dongjun looked at Kevin and Kevin nodded, smiling.
"It seems that we have to do a second intro," Kevin chuckled a little. "I'm Kevin. You always call me Kev and we're friends."
Taehun smiled, "Uhh... If it's not too much trouble, how do I get know you guys? I don't remember anything, really."

Kevin and Dongjun thought for a while, trying to remember how did they get to know Taehun. Dongjun looked up, as if he's trying to look up the informations in his brain. "I think... we met because of Heechul hyung? And we naturally become friends after that..." Dongjun said, still thinking of how they first met. "Ahhh! I remember! It was that time, Heechul hyung was supposed to meet me at the cafe to give me back my pendrive and you were there, with him. Then we had a lunch together and that's how we become friends!" Dongjun looked so happy, like a kid who had answered a hard question right and Taehun couldn't help but chuckled at his enthuasiasm. He loved that boy, he always thought that Dongjun is so adorable eventhough sometimes his a little emotional. Then he turn his eyes to Kevin and Kevin looked a little lost.
"Uhh, I think it's almost the same as Dongjun? I think because of that ba... I mean because of Heechul too." He forced a little smile, obviously a little uncomfortable with the question. Taehun knew Kevin hated Heechul. Well, almost everybody can read it and it can't be helped either that Heechul treated Kevin differently, mostly because of Hyungshik. Jealous boys, Taehun thought.

"Dongjun, Kevin, thanks for visiting me," Taehun said suddenly. He smiled and the other two smiled back. "It's nice knowing that I do have friends."
"Well, hyung, you're lucky you have us!" Dongjun chirped happily. "But, wow, you broke both of your legs. And an arm. And your neck. That was harsh, eh?"
Kevin looked up, curious, "Do even remember how did this happen?"
Taehun thought, damn, what should he answer now? "Uhh, well, it's kind of blurry but I think I was chasing someone and then I fell. Isn't it like that?" He made an unsure face and looked back at Kevin. Damn, he's getting good at playing this game.
Kevin nodded, "Yeah. We were chasing Minwoo and well, you probably tripped and fell down the stairs."
Taehun nodded back. He wonder how Minwoo is right now. That boy is so broken, it pained him to see him like that.

But then again, he had warned him.

Minwoo wasn't really awake or asleep when he felt the doctor doing some routine check up on him. The doctor was asking whether he heard him talking or not. He could hear him but he was too tired to speak up and tell him he could. For a moment, he thought he saw Heechul. His eyes widened and he cried out Heechul's name before a strong headache suddenly hit him and now he was screaming because it was hurting. The doctor tried calming him down but it didn't ease the pain so the doctor had to inject him to put him to sleep. The rest was all black and when he's sober again he could smell that familiar scent of hospitals. He blinked his eyes several times, trying to adjust to the bright surrounding. And when he's used to it, the first thing he did was cry. He didn't know why but he just feel so sad out of nowhere. He looked around, trying to find a clock. He needed to know what time it is. Heechul's words are ringing in his head, 'Meet me at the our usual cafe this evening'. He usually meet Heechul at 5 or 6 so he needed to know if it's time already.

He couldn't find any though. He cursed silently in his breath. He tried to sit up on the bed. It proves to be a bit hard but he managed to do it anyway. He opened the drawer on the bedside table for patient's use and found his cellphone in it. He thanked god and brought his cellphone close to his heart. The phone strap hanging reminds him of Heechul. They had bought a couple phone strap, Heechul's red and his yellow. He quickly turn it on, and the digital clock says it's 4:37PM already. His eyes widened to the point that he can feel it's straining. He get out of the hospital bed, painfully because his legs are still hurting. He pulled his old clothes from the same drawer and force his legs to walk him to the restroom. He was holding the pain the whole time that sweats broke and when he was in the restroom, he changed his clothes. He went back to his bed and threw the hospital robe on the bed, taking out his shoes and putting in on. He figured that Heechul should never know that he had been to a hospital. He didn't want Heechul to be worried.

Did Heechul even worry about him?

That doesn't matter, he tell himself. Now, he had to see Heechul. He had to know why Heechul leave him. He wanted at least an explaination even if he doesn't deserve any. He actually just wanted to see Heechul. When he's all done, he walked out of the room, leaving the hospital, walking as normal as he could. He grit his teeth when the pain keep on surfacing. He had no idea if he could really walk all the way to the cafe when it's hurting like this. He was lucky that he saw a taxi coming to his way. He stopped the taxi and told the driver that he wanted to go to the cafe. The driver nodded and Minwoo was a little relieved that he didn't have to walk all the way to get there. He arrived a little early than he had expected. After paying the cab, he went in, to the familiar cafe. The familiar romantic surrounding made him feel so lonely and broken. The waitress came up to him and asked what he'd like to order. He just ordered iced chocolate, waiting for Heechul to come in anytime soon. He wonder what's in store for him. He wonder if Heechul will really tell him to fuck off this time and he wonder if Siwan is really the reason why he's kicked out of Heechul's life. He wanted to cry but he knew this wasn't the right place to do it.

It was funny, Junyoung thought when he remembered how did he get stucked into this situation. Kwanghee is still stalking the two boys and Junyoung knew, from the look one of the boy just gave that he knew they are following him. He had tried telling Kwanghee that they knew but Kwanghee won't listen. He sighed, why must this be like this. When Siwan seperated from Heechul for a while, Kwanghee followed Siwan and he took the chance to go and face Heechul up. "Hey there," he said, smiling to Heechul. Heechul look up at him, his eyes were half bored and he responded, "Yeah?"
Junyoung smiled again, "I think you knew that we've been following you for the past 2 hours, eh?"
Heechul only nodded and Junyoung laughed.
"Well, not my idea. My name's Junyoung though. Are you a student?" he asked. He actually quite knew that Heechul is a student from the way he look but he just need something to get a conversation with this boy.
"Yeah. I'm Heechul," Heechul replied.
"Nice to get to know you. Which university are you from?" Junyoung tried talking with Heechul more. He knew Heechul is the type that's hard to get so he had to play this carefully.
"Management and Science University." Heechul only answered that. He wasn't really interested in making friends. He had enough friends.

"Oh, so, you studied at MSU? I'm from the neighbouring university. How about your friend there?" This one is tough, he thought.
Heechul only replied with a word. "Same."
Junyoung knew that this is going nowhere so he had to lie now... "Oh! I just remembered. I have a bussiness to do at your university about next week. Can I have your number? I might need your help later on..." This is lame, he thought but he couldn't really think of a good lie for now. Heechul would most probably reject to give him his number now.
Miraculously, Heechul did agree. "Sure. 012-923-6253."
He saved Heechul's number and smiled to Siwan who came to them. Siwan was a bit curious of who he was from the way he looked at him. Heechul left his attention back to Siwan, "So, you're done?"
"Yeah~" Siwan smiled sweetly.
"Uh, I gotta go now, excuse me." Junyoung politely excuse himself out, knowing that he should go now.
Heechul looked back at him, "Sure."

Junyoung chuckled and left them. After half a minute, Kwanghee came to him. Loud as ever. "Oh my god! Did you just talk to him?"
Junyoung nodded, "Yeah. I did."
"Then, did you get his number? What's his name?" Kwanghee was so interested. Junyoung had to laugh at that.
"Yes, I did. And his name is Heechul." Kwanghee looked at him with awe.
"Life is so unfair~ I didn't even get to get close to him," Kwanghee pouted a bit, a hint of jealousy on the way he look.
Junyoung pat his friend at the back, "Well that's because you didn't even come close to him. Maybe next time, Kwanghee."
Kwanghee pushed Junyoung a bit, "That's easy for you to say." He rolled his eyes and Junyoung just smiled, Kwanghee is known to be like that.
"Aren't you a social butterfly? You can do it if you really want, Kwanghee." Junyoung teased him a bit, earning a teasing slap at the back.
"They're too pretty, my stomach melted like being poured with acid when I'm near." Kwanghee put both of his hand on his stomach, giving Junyoung a pained expression on how it feels to have... his stomach melt with acid, dramatically.
"They are." Junyoung laughed at Kwanghee and they headed to where they were supposed to go, before they met the two boys.

"Heechul, who was that?" asked Siwan. His curiousity gets the best of him. Or maybe is it a little jealousy hinted in his voice?
Heechul looked at Siwan. Somehow he felt like saying 'None of your bussiness' but seeing Siwan genuinely care, he saved his rude thought and replied, "Don't know. He said his name is... Junyoung, I think."
Siwan bite his lips, he somehow had a strong feeling that this Junyoung, is trying to hit on his Heechul. "So, what do you guys talk about just now?"
"Nothing much. Just few questions and stuff." Even though it wasn't wrong for Siwan to ask, but Heechul somehow thought that Siwan should just leave this alone. Probably because he is more than lazy to answer or think about it.
"He's definately hitting on you," Siwan commented. His eyes were somewhat different from usual. Heechul realized that there's a flicker of something burning there. Realizing that Heechul is staring at his eyes, he blinked, "Uhh, is there something wrong?"
Heechul just shakes his head, "Nothing." He raised his hand and took a glance at his watch. He sighed a bit, they had to go back to their classes in 30 minutes and he just feel like he wasn't ready for any class.
Siwan noticed the sigh and he asked, "Are you okay? You look... pale." Siwan felt like smacking himself on the head. Of course, Heechul was always pale, it was one of the things that he liked about the other.

Heechul ignored the question, much to Siwan's relief. "Do you have any classes today?"
Siwan smiled, "Well, I do share all the same classes as you, so, yes, in 30 minutes? Wanna head back?"
"You wanna go?" he asked again. He honestly don't wanna go. His head felt like they are stressed.
"Yeah~ Let's go." Siwan was full of energy. Completely opposite to him. He didn't know why but he felt so drained. But he did have enough rest.
He sighed for the 5th time that day, "I'll send you there. I'm skipping this class."
"What? You're skipping?"
"Yeah. My head hurts."
"Ohh, then, let's head back... to my home."
"You don't wanna go to class?"
"It's fine. You're more important." Siwan dared himself to kiss Heechul on the cheek. He smiled when Heechul seemed a bit surprised with his act. It's in the public after all. And Heechul never thought that Siwan is the type to show affection in public. Heechul just nodded and they went to the parking lot, getting into Siwan's car.

Heechul drove them back to Siwan's apartment. At first, Heechul hesitated a bit on whether he should follow Siwan in or not but Siwan didn't give him much choice so he had to comply with Siwan's polite request. Siwan linked their hands together and brought Heechul with him, to the elevator. The elevator was empty and he smiled at that. Hands still linking, Siwan pushed the button to his floor with his free hand and he took the advantage of having the lift to themselves by pulling Heechul close for a kiss. He had been wanting to try this for so long and he was happy to have it done with Heechul. Heechul just played along, he didn't have much to protest anyway and he wasn't so sure what is he feeling right now. It was all so mixed up. But he had to admit that Siwan's kiss made him feel lighter, it feel as if some of the weight on his shoulder were lifted and for that, he didn't mind having those lips on him again. Siwan's short moment of kissing in the elevator ended when they reached their floor. Siwan had to convince himself that he'd enough to pull himself from Heechul's warmth. He broke the kiss and pulled Heechul out, only to kiss him back, a light kiss on the lips before smiling happily all the way to the door.

Soon enough, Heechul was resting on the couch. His eyes were closed, trying to get the headache away. He wasn't so sure why he's having headache at this time. He was sure he had enough sleep, enough rest and all. It's just that, he tried so hard to kick away all those unnecesary things out of his head. All of those questions that keeps on circling in his head, those questions that he didn't know how to answer. Why is Hyungshik like that? What should he say to Minwoo. Why is he with Siwan now? Is he running away? How's Hyungshik doing now? How long this gonna stay? How can all this stop? Yes, all those confusing questions are floating, and he didn't know how to get them to go away. He didn't even know how they got there at the first place. Those are really hurting his head. Siwan noticed the pained look on Heechul face. He went to the kitchen and took some pills from the refrigerator. He poured some water into the glass and bring them along with him. He walked to where Heechul at and placed the glass on the side table. He touched Heechul's cheek, "Hey... you said you had a headache?" Heechul nodded and Siwan patted his thigh, "I brought you this. Maybe it could help."

Heechul cracked his eyes open and stared at the pills blankly. Siwan smiled and gave him the glass of water he brought along earlier. Heechul took the pills and swallowed it, with the help of the water that Siwan gave. He never really believe in those pills. He thought they are only matter of psychological effect or something but he wanted this headache to go away so he had to take the chance. He let out a relieved breath when the pills are swallowed and Siwan kissed him on the forehead, "Now, rest." He didn't know just how much kisses he had from Siwan today but those kisses are like magic, it does do a thing in helping him feeling better. It made him feel... something. He was about to close his eyes again when Siwan chuckled, "No, not here, Heechul-ah, go to bed." Siwan pulled Heechul up, on his feet and drag him to his bed. Heechul felt a bit drowsy or maybe sleepy now. The pills' effect were fast. Siwan's room was colder than the living room and Heechul flinched a little at the temperature but when he settled himself under the covers, it felt just about right. When Siwan snuggled up close to him, it just feel so comfortable and right, now everything was cleared out of his head. He held Siwan and let himself to go to sleep. Just for another little while, he thought and he sleep, with Siwan in his arms.

Siwan smiled contentedly. It felt good to be in Heechul's arms again. He could really get used to this. He closed his eyes too, accompanying Heechul to go to sleep. He just wished that they share the same dream, but that wouldn't happen.

And they slept, like that, the whole evening. Minwoo was left to finally cry, alone at their promised place. It was almost 8. He had been waiting since 4.45 and now, even now, there's not even a shadow of Heechul appear. He had his mom called him earlier. He had been dissapointed, because he thought it was Heechul and he had tried his best too, to convince his mom that he is okay and the hospital and his lecturer are being too concerned about him. He kind of thanked God for having his mom to talk with, the seconds passed doesn't feel so long when he was talking to his mom. He had tried convincing himself that Heechul probably forgot or he was busy and he should head back home by now but he didn't know why a part of him was so stubborn, wanting to stay and wait for Heechul no matter what.

Dongjun and Kevin were laughing, at Taehun's joke. They had been talking all evening, accompanying Taehun. Taehun didn't tell them that he was lying yet. He found himself talking with them even more comfortably like this. He never felt so close to them like this so he was getting reluctant to confess that he had lied. Plus, he actually wanted to see Heechul's reaction when he pretended like he know nothing of him. It would be fun and mostly, he was just curious. Knowing Heechul, there's nothing you can really expect out of him. He gets you surprised almost all the time, since he is so unpredictable. He wonder if Heechul would be surprised, or just ignore the fact and act like nothing ever happened. he would be so dissapointed if Heechul does that though.
"So, Taehun hyung, when will you be out of here?" asked Dongjun. It pains him and Kevin to see Taehun like this.
"I don't know, the doctor said nothing to me about that yet," he laughed. He honestly didn't really like it here. The bed doesn't feel as comfortable. Maybe he just loved his own room too much.
"Well, I'll help you for the notes but just for the classes that we both attend. I'm sorry I couldn't help for the rest," Kevin frowned.
"Wait, Taehun hyung, do you even remember who our university president is?" Dongjun smiles were so childish, Taehun felt like it somehow have the ability to heal people because it was so pure and innocent.
"President?" Should he say yes or no? After all, he could have said he only lost some memories. "Yeah, I think."
"He was in the same elevator with me this morning and I forgot who he was. So, I didn't even bother myself to bow or say hi, and you know what, he glared at me."
They laughed, that is so the president. Kevin and Taehun once got glared too and it never fail to amuse them. The president's eyes are so sharp. It felt like they're being stabbed.

After some laughs and jokes and sharing stories, a nurse came and asked them to leave since the doctor will be there in a second to do some check ups. Dongjun and Kevin had to leave, even if they wanted to spend more time with Taehun.
"Well, see ya tomorrow, Taehun!" said Kevin.
"Hyung, don't forget to eat and sleep okay?" waved Dongjun.
And they both left after the doctor came.

On his way home, Kevin called Hyungshik again, still to have the call rejected. It was never picked up. Dongjun pat his back saying it's okay, maybe Hyungshik just needed some alone time. Hyungshik does that before and Kevin nodded, maybe that's what he wants. But he was really worried. Why wouldn't Hyungshik pick up?

He had closed his eyes worrying that night. Wondering where have Hyungshik been. His mind started thinking of the worst possibilities. Like... what if Hyungshik is sick and Heechul didn't want him to know? What if Hyungshik hates him now after all those things that happened yesterday? What if Hyungshik had told Heechul and Heechul was mad and he abused Hyungshik and now Hyungshik is in a hospital and Heechul was keeping it as a secret and... He frowned, just where is this going? He didn't get to see Hyungshik for a day, and that's all, so what's the big deal? Hyungshik will be there at the Mathematics class tomorrow so he shouldn't be too worked up over this right? Plus, Hyungshik is probably avoiding his calls because he had something else to do. Like making love to Heechul. He smacked his head, why is this brain so cruel towards its owner? Yeah, it could be that but he didn't want to either think or know anything about that. He believe... well, he should believe that Hyungshik will be there tomorrow and he'd ask why... or maybe not, during their lunch break. Yes, that sounded about right. He nodded a little, agreeing to his own plan and tried to go to sleep.

But somehow... it was hard.

He kept on checking his phone, every 30 minutes in between his sleep, just because he was freaking feeling paranoid for that night. He didn't know why he was like that but he had a bad feeling about this. He really wanted to call Hyungshik again but he knew it's late at night and he wasn't supposed to do that. He closed his eyes again and let himself to go to sleep. But after 25 minutes, he was awake again and he checked on his cell phone to see if he missed any call or text. He sighed when there's none. Somehow he just wish that 9AM comes faster. His night that day, was spent like that, sleeping and waking up and sleeping again. It's very tiring and when it was 7.30 in the morning, he just can't continue sleeping. His brain just won't let him even though his body feels really exhausted and in need of a good sleep. He forced himself to get up and take a shower, eyes closed through the pouring water. The water was warm and comforting, and somehow his mind skipped back to the part where he and Hyungshik... was together in the very same bathroom. He banged his head on the wall, hitting himself a little, wanting to get that image out of head because he wasn't supposed to be horny right now but he should be worrying. It kind of worked and now he's back in worrying about Hyungshik.

Oh, why is he feeling like this? It must have been because he had shared more than he had should have with Hyungshik. He had let the other love him and he had let himself make love to Hyungshik so now it's even harder to get Hyungshik out of his mind. This might sound cheesy but his mind was constantly on Hyungshik and there's no way to get Hyungshik out of his mind. It's like, Hyungshik is the very reason why he is still here, living and he was content in making Hyungshik happy. It's important to him to know what's Hyungshik's been doing, what is he up to and everything. He shook his head and stopped the running water. Yes, Hyungshik is just that important, his brain supplied. He went out of the bathroom to get dressed and once he was, he made himself some little breakfast. While making them, he wonder how are the others doing. How is Minwoo right now and how Taehun is doing. He chuckled when he realised that he somehow sounded like a mother. He just care about them all, that all. And he couldn't deny the curiousity when it comes to Siwan as well. How did he suddenly become so close to Heechul and stuff. There must be a story behind it.

He take all his time, doing everything slowly. Even walking to his class slowly, since it's still early and resting on his usual spot with his ipod on. Eventhough he was doing everything very slowly, the truth is his heart was racing, the waiting for Hyungshik really kills him. He just want Hyungshik to enter the classroom like right now.

Sadly, even after the lecturer was in, there's no Hyungshik. Heechul didn't take this class so he wouldn't get to see him to ask about Hyungshik either. And the weird thing is Siwan was supposed to be in this class but he wasn't. Probably he's skipping to be with Heechul, he mused. And still, during the lunch, there was only him and Dongjun. Dongjun had been wondering where's the others too. He was curious of Minwoo, Hyungshik and Heechul, seeing that Taehun is in the hospital, still. And when Hyungshik wasn't there for the evening class too, Kevin was way too worried that he had gone to Hyungshik's house straight after the class ended to check on him. Right, now all he has to do is ring the bell. He pressed the bell button and after half a minute, Hyungshik's mom was there, smiling at him, "Yes, Kevin-goon, are you searching for Shikkie?" His mom was pretty, like Hyungshik is and Kevin smiled, "Yes, can I have him?"

His mother pouted, "He haven't come home yet. He was staying at his friend's place ever since last week. Maybe you should try and check him there. Ah wait, didn't he go to classes?"
Kevin frowned a little, "Friend? Which friend?" He ignored Hyungshik's mom's question.
"Ara... Heechul-goon of course. They seem so close," she smiled.
"Heechul? Okay, thanks!" Before Hyungshik mom could talk or ask him more, he ran off to Heechul's apartment, straight after bowing to her.
Hyungshik's mom smiled and closed the door back, "Hyungshik is so lucky to have all the good friends with him. Hmm, that reminds me, Minwoo and Dongjun haven't come here and visit for a long time. I kinda miss them~" She went back to resume her drama.

Kevin was hesitating now. He didn't know whether he should or not knock on the door. It's Heechul's apartment after all and he could feel that heechul just hate him as much as he does. It's mutual. But right now, what's more important is Hyungshik. So he knocked. Once and waited. But nothing happens so he knocked twice and then thrice and still no one answers. He sighed and was ready to leave. Maybe they weren't home. But his guts told him to just twist that door and open it. At first he was skeptical, there's no way that door wasn't locked but he tried anyway. Better try than nothing, eh? And it surprises him that the door was not locked at all. He gulped and pushed the door very slowly to avoid any noise. He let himself in, taking in the view of the interior. He had forgotten how Heechul's apartment look like since he only entered in once, with Taehun, Dongjun and Minwoo that time. The living room had a dim light, but it was enough to see everything clearly. It was clean and one of the room door was open. He recognize it as the main bedroom. His heart was beating fast and he felt like a ninja right now, investigating uhhh Heechul's place.  He walked slowly to the room, peeking a little for pre-caution.

And he saw Hyungshik there, holding his knees and he was sure that Hyungshik had no clothes on. He bit his lips. What is this? Does this mean Heechul is around? He started panicking, what should he do now? Should he run silently and get out now? Yeah, maybe he should but something in him told him that Heechul was nowhere around and he should check on Hyungshik. He wanted to slap himself for that thought but taking the risk, he went him and called Hyungshik's name slowly. "Hyungshik... Hyungshik-ah..." But Hyungshik didn't answer so he came closer and called his name again, "Hyungshik..." Still no answer. He touched the boy and Hyungshik fell onto the bed. "Oh my god, Hyungshik, you're freezing and oh god!" He was more than shocked to see how pale Hyungshik was and he tried to shake Hyungshik to wake him up only to be even more surprised on how cold Hyungshik's skin is. "Hyungshik! Hyungshik! Can you hear me?" Hyungshik didn't move and his eyes were still closed. Kevin started to get a little panic and he feel up Hyungshik's forehead, not hot at all but too cold. Hyungshik moved a little and his eyes started to open. "Hyungshik! Hyungshik! Are you okay?"

Instead of an answer, what he get was a weak stare and slowly, tears build up and Kevin was confused. "Hyungshik, can you hear me? Oh, wait!" He took the blanket and cover Hyungshik's body with it. He went on the bed and touched Hyungshik's pale and cold face, "Hyungshik-ah, why are you... so cold and like this?" Hyungshik only let out a very weak breath and Kevin can feel his heart racing, something is wrong, he thought. His brain was processing routes and he was confused to either, stay with Hyungshik there and waited until he gets warmer and better, or send him to the hospital right now. Not knowing what to really do, he asked again, "Hyungshik-ah, are you okay?" When no answer came from Hyungshik, he decided that the second option was better. He wrapped Hyungshik with the comforter and lift him up bridal style. Then he remembered, "Shit, I didn't bring my car." He cursed under his breath and put Hyungshik down back, reaching his cell phone, calling Dongjun.

"Hey, Dongjun, come to Heechul's apartment now. And, bring your car along, okay?" he said as soon as Dongjun said hello.
"What?" Dongjun asked, not getting the it.
"I said, come to Heechul's apartment now. And, bring your car along. Uhh, quick! Questions later when you're here." His hands are shaking and he certainly don't want to waste more time in talking when Dongjun could be on his way driving right now.
"O-okay..." Dongjun nodded automaticly, kind of curious as to what happened and why Kevin sound so panicked. Kevin never sound like this before. Not wanting to waste much time, he took his car keys and shouted from the front door, "Mom! I'm out! Bye!" and without even waiting for his mother's reply he ran out to get to his car. He is lucky his dad gave him the car just 2 months ago, after some nagging and all, it certainly comes in handy for him. He starts the engine and drove straight to Heechul's place. While driving, he wonder, what is Kevin doing at Heechul place. He somehow could feel the waves of them both disliking each other everytime they met each other's eyes. He never really knows why but he somehow had a feeling that it's better if he doesn't know. He likes both Heechul and Kevin so he just don't want to take side.

When he arrived, he hurriedly took the elevator up to Heechul place. The door wasnt even closed so he just went in, calling Kevin's name, "Kevin-hyung!" Not a second he had to wait, Kevin came rushing to him, "So, you brought your car?" he asked.
Dongjun nodded. "Y-yeah."
Kevin's eyes lit up, he was breathing out 'thank God' on his way to get Hyungshik. Dongjun followed him and was a bit shocked to see his unconscious friend on the bed, wrapped in the comforter. He watched Kevin lifting up the weak body and he offered his help but Kevin said it's fine and he can lift Hyungshik by himself. "But, Kevin hyung, what's wrong with Hyungshik?"
Kevin looked at him and sighed, "I don't even know. He body was very cold and pale by the time I saw him. I don't know what happened but I know he needed to go to the hospital. So, let's go now."
The youngest of the nodded. Even if he doesn't really understand the situation and there are so many questions in his head, he agrees that Hyungshik does look like he needed help. They both rushed to go out, not even minding to lock the apartment and went to Dongjun's car hurriedly. In the car, while Dongjun drove them to the hospital, Kevin held Hyungshik tight, he was really worried. He tried waking Hyungshik again and again few times but still he failed. The 15 minutes drive to the hospital seems to be so slow, he had the urge to tell Dongjun to drive faster but he knew Dongjun had done the best he could so he just wished that they'll arrive soon in his heart.

Once the big white building was right infront of their eyes, and the car was parked, Kevin immediately lift Hyungshik up and secure him in his arms. Then he carefully take large steps to get to the reception faster. Dongjun said loudly, "Excuse me, an emergency here!" And the nurses came to him, "See, my friend there, we don't know what happened to him but I think he needs medical attention now." Kevin nodded and a doctor came up. He checked on Hyungshik briefly and asked few questions to Kevin but Kevin can only answer some, he really have no idea what happened to Hyungshik.
"Okay, sir. Please wait here, visitors aren't allowed to go pass this area," said the brown haired nurse, as hyungshik was taken to one of the check up room. Even though Kevin really wanted to go in as well, he had to stay. Dongjun patted his shoulder and they waited outside together.

"Hyung, how did you find him? Why are you in Heechul hyung's apartment?" asked Dongjun, breaking the worrying silence between them two.
The older sighed, "Well, I went to his house and his mother told me that he's staying at Heechul's place. So, when I went there, the dorr wasn't locked. I help myself in and I saw him half conscious at first. He was pale, he looks weak and his body was very cold. But when I called his name, he fainted or something like that. I didn't have my car with me so I called for your help."
Dongjun nodded, signing that he get it now. They waited like that, wishing that nothing is wrong with Hyungshik.

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