My life is terribly chaotic and mundane. Working at camp is alright, same shit, just a different day. I am eagerly waiting to go back to school so I can be on my own again, and do what I want. I'm no longer a theology major, I am a Communications and Elementary Education Major now. That's right, I want to work with children, for my life. and be a ( Read more... )

I’ve got another confession to make I’m your fool Everyone’s got their chains to break Holdin’ you Were you born to resist or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and onto someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head Without ( Read more... )

and my own brother can't even answer an email from me.

i feel so fucking alone.
not to mention lonely.

standard transmission anyone?? WHO THE FUCK DRIVES A STANDARD TRANSMISSION? IF YOU DO, PLEASE LET ME KNOW BECAUSE AS OF NOW I'M THE ONLY ONE I KNOW OF WHOSE CAR IS A PIECE OF CRAP KIA AND HAS A STICK SHIFT THAT I CAN'T DRIVE ( Read more... )

i'm sick and i have my first class at scruffolk tonight. not good. i feel like i should be dying right about now, and i can't sleep. AT ALL. my grandparents are still here, but they're leaving tommorow morning. Jackson left for ireland today, everyone seems to be abroad but me! oh well, my time will come. Ugh, i just feel ill. I'm probably going to ( Read more... )

oh my grandparents are here and they're driving me crazy. oh so fuckin crazy. i'm going to lose it. they need to go home, home, home, back in florida. away from me...

just so you know and dont think my grandparents have killed me, i am alive. not quite living, but stuck in this house entertaining them. i have classes on tuesday at scruffolk so that'll get me out. and i might need to go to campus (my campus) to get the PWs. but i am alive ( Read more... )

tonight was good. i needed to get out of my house, and i saw the girls from ASJ. how i miss the crazy girls. bowling was fun, applebees was fun too. i was glad i went out. i'm not glad for tommorow and the fuckin bbq. not glad at all. but whatever, i guess i will live.
i need sleep though, gotta get up early for the bbq. bleh.

its been a long day. my grandparents are here, they're insane. my former best friend has me worried as fuck, but thats okay. she has a lot of people who care about her, and surprisingly i'm one of them. which makes no sense at all after whatever happened, but yea. i do. its hard, but whatever.

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And ( Read more... )

it was a good day:-) hung out with Jackson and his gf krista. both are cool cats, i actually enjoyed myself for once ( Read more... )