basically..life is a big pile of shit..well..not really but as of this moment i miss him more than words can say..why do life decisions make us break up with pepl when we dont want to? i mean..i KNOW it is better this way..but in my heart..i still love him..and he still loves me back..so yeah..but anywayz..tomorrow got lots of cleaning and shit ( Read more... )

im sick of being ignored like i dont matter to pepl..ill be so glad when i leave texas and dont have to deal with you pepl anymore..i cant wait..i just cant fucking wait..

omg..ohk well me and mic are not acting like we are broken up..its really weird..like..we talk and flirt and act like we are together..i think its because neither of us want to be broken up...but i dont know..so anywayz..arizona dates are all figured out..blah...

well..me and mic broke up..this doesnt make me sad as some of you might presume..but whatever..he can be a jerk sometimes u know? i broke up with him on friday cause i just didnt think he was that into it..and i think im right..i talked to him a lot on wednesday for over 3 hrs which was nice but yeah..things are better this way..

well today is the last day of school..graduation is on sunday..woohoo? i dont really care anymore..everyone is making me pretty stressed out about graduating and its just annoying..so anywayz..yesterday was a good day..played pool with tino (eww) greg,misty,and MICHAEL..that was fun because me and misty played the first game and we both suck so it ( Read more... )

well ladies and gentleman..i hate him..and i wish that he would...fall down and...get hurt..(not die) but get hurt...grr he makes me soooooo mad..why does he have to be so mean to me when i do so much for him around the house and shit..hes gonna sue me? ha! anywayz...that is all the news on my side of the street..hes a douche bag who should get ( Read more... )

well..more drama at home..crazy shit...school ends next week...so anywayz..michael was here today and that made me happy..he did leave kinda quick but ill see him more tomorrow so thats good..im excited to see his new house..so anywayz...no one writes..lame kids u all are...

well on friday my family met ms.L..it was great..my mom really liked her so thats good..her boy JJ was real cool too..she said that im only allowed to call her sarah so i was like BAH..it feels weird to call her that..but anywayz..RANDI...i love you...a lot..so anywayz..there is too much drama EVERYWHERE..especially at home..things there are ( Read more... )

well things with me are good..michael said he wasnt gonna be here today..and then he was so that was good..and ms. L is gonna go over to my grandmas today and meet with my mom and grandma and sisters...im excited for her to meet everybody and im excited to meet jj..this is gonna be awesome..i hope it all works out good..i think it will though..but ( Read more... )

ohk well....i dont know what to write at this exact moment...