Your Smile
Title: Your Smile
Pairing: YeWon
Genre: angst
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG 15
Warning: Character Death
Note: the way character death was quite similar with my first angst, but about the story I think it had a different plot.
Betaed by a really great friend
Summary: Siwon saw him, seat on the bench and didn't looked like his
Siwon saw him, seat on the bench and didn't looked like him, with tears falling down from his eyes. Siwon walked closer to him and the other man looked at him and then glared at Siwon with red puffy eyes.
“What do you want?” he asked harshly.
“You look good when you’re crying”Siwon said and made the other furrow his eyebrows and jerk his head back.
“You’re weird” Yesung said
“Thank you?” Siwon said while he took a sit beside yesung
“Really, what do you want?” Yesung asked as he started to get irritated with Siwon constant stare on him.
“Nothing more than watching you cry” said Siwon
“And you have fun because of it? I don't even know you!” said yesung
“Yup! This is really fun, but I know you, you are Kim Yesung, right? I'm Choi Siwon”
“Okay, Choi Siwon get lost!” said Yesung as his tears stopped from falling because of the feeling Siwon was giving him. Yesung was a bit surprise that Siwon stood up immediately after Yesung said those words.
“Okay, it’s not fun when you stop crying anyways!” He said and walked away still with a wide smile.
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The next day, the boy with raven hair, was once again with his face wet and sitting on the bench. He didn’t realize it when the tall figure walked towards him and seat next to him.. The smaller one took a glance at the other with glare of course, not just because the other took a sit next to him without his permission(again), but because Siwon kept staring at him with a happy smile.
“I don’t know what should I call you, weird or sadist?” asked Yesung
“And why do you think I'm weird or sadist?” asked the very happy guy.
“You need to ask about that? Because you're really happy to look at someone while he's crying. I don’t get it! Usually normal and sane people would say ‘Don’t cry you look bad when you’re crying’ or ‘Smile suit on you better, so don’t cry’, something like that but YOU! ‘You look good, when you’re crying’ I don’t know that if you're even human or not”
“First, I just like to look at YOU while you cry and second, because I never saw you smiling” said Siwon before he continued “I always saw you with a cold place plastered with a cold expression and just several times I saw you angry, and I’ve just seen you crying two times and I think from all expression that I had saw, I like better when you're crying. You look so emotional, so alive, better than those cold and angry expressions…but if I’ve saw you smiling of course I’ll love to see you like that way better, but I never saw it so…” said the taller man hanging his words.
“Yeah, and you’ll never see it”
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After so many days Siwon kept on bothering Yesung with his blabbering continuously and complained about why Yesung stopped crying(That being answered with Yesung saying “Because I don’t like to see you happy while I'm crying”) The two ------ without them knowing ------ have spent many time together, from they didn't know each other or at least, Yesung didn’t know Siwon until it started to feel right when Siwon was around, but no one knows it, no one knows that Yesung made everyone scared of him and that he was the one who could handle all the brutal students in their school and Siwon, the kind guy that everyone knows, is actually hanging with Yesung.
One day Siwon asked Yesung “Why don't you smile?” and the answer was simply “Why are you always smiling?”
“I want to see you smile” said Siwon
“And I really want to see you cry” said Yesung, and he really meant his words, because since that conversation Yesung started using his influence to make Siwon’s life at school really bad. Every one in Yesung’s influence bullied him, acted like he was never there, put way his desk, pour water on him, threw away all his stuffs like trash, and all his friends just knew Siwon had made a mess with Yesung and they made stepped away from Siwon. But all about that didn’t bothered Siwon even a little. Instead he kept going to meet Yesung where he saw the other crying when no one else as ever had have.
When he reach where Yesung was sitting he grabbed the other man's hand and made him stand.
“What. Do. You. Want” said Yesung angrily.
“Because of you I can’t use all my things again, so you must accompany me to buy the new ones” Siwon said smiling while dragging Yesung with him.
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After Yesung being dragged everywhere with the too hyper Siwon, he sat on the bench and watched the car that was passing by.
“Are you tired?” asked Siwon
“No, except that now my legs are numb”
Smiling Siwon said, “I’ll buy some drinks” and he crossed the street but then a really stupid car didn’t payed attention at the traffic light and ran with high speed towards the stupid man, Siwon. And sometimes your body couldn't move on it’s own.
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The man that now was laying powerless on the hard ground, was looking up, watching the sky. Though it’s quite blur with his own blood he could see the blue sky that he really likes. That he always wondered how it was to be a cloud up there, surrounded with the warm blue.
Slowly he closed his eyes, he could feel the pain taking over his body and he just wanted that pain to disappear soon.
“No!! Wake up!! Please wake up!!” he heard that familiar voice, he tried so hard to open his eyes again, and he looked the familiar face but covered with blood and tears, looking at him, slowly though it was so hard and hurt as he held his hand to cup the other cheek.
“Finally, I succeed to make you cry, didn't I?” asked Yesung with a heavy breathing “But I don’t like it, I think you look really better when you’re smiling” said Yesung and curved his lips into a smile as his eyes once again dripping off to felt into the absolute darkness.
Siwon was just crying silently and held the other man's hand on his cheek, felt the warmness of the other hand slowly fading away and Siwon’s heart felt the emptiness.
Finally he could see Yesung’s smile for the first and last time.
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i will love you, if you want to tell me what's your opinion,,,please?
Pairing: YeWon
Genre: angst
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG 15
Warning: Character Death
Note: the way character death was quite similar with my first angst, but about the story I think it had a different plot.
Betaed by a really great friend
Summary: Siwon saw him, seat on the bench and didn't looked like his
Siwon saw him, seat on the bench and didn't looked like him, with tears falling down from his eyes. Siwon walked closer to him and the other man looked at him and then glared at Siwon with red puffy eyes.
“What do you want?” he asked harshly.
“You look good when you’re crying”Siwon said and made the other furrow his eyebrows and jerk his head back.
“You’re weird” Yesung said
“Thank you?” Siwon said while he took a sit beside yesung
“Really, what do you want?” Yesung asked as he started to get irritated with Siwon constant stare on him.
“Nothing more than watching you cry” said Siwon
“And you have fun because of it? I don't even know you!” said yesung
“Yup! This is really fun, but I know you, you are Kim Yesung, right? I'm Choi Siwon”
“Okay, Choi Siwon get lost!” said Yesung as his tears stopped from falling because of the feeling Siwon was giving him. Yesung was a bit surprise that Siwon stood up immediately after Yesung said those words.
“Okay, it’s not fun when you stop crying anyways!” He said and walked away still with a wide smile.
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The next day, the boy with raven hair, was once again with his face wet and sitting on the bench. He didn’t realize it when the tall figure walked towards him and seat next to him.. The smaller one took a glance at the other with glare of course, not just because the other took a sit next to him without his permission(again), but because Siwon kept staring at him with a happy smile.
“I don’t know what should I call you, weird or sadist?” asked Yesung
“And why do you think I'm weird or sadist?” asked the very happy guy.
“You need to ask about that? Because you're really happy to look at someone while he's crying. I don’t get it! Usually normal and sane people would say ‘Don’t cry you look bad when you’re crying’ or ‘Smile suit on you better, so don’t cry’, something like that but YOU! ‘You look good, when you’re crying’ I don’t know that if you're even human or not”
“First, I just like to look at YOU while you cry and second, because I never saw you smiling” said Siwon before he continued “I always saw you with a cold place plastered with a cold expression and just several times I saw you angry, and I’ve just seen you crying two times and I think from all expression that I had saw, I like better when you're crying. You look so emotional, so alive, better than those cold and angry expressions…but if I’ve saw you smiling of course I’ll love to see you like that way better, but I never saw it so…” said the taller man hanging his words.
“Yeah, and you’ll never see it”
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After so many days Siwon kept on bothering Yesung with his blabbering continuously and complained about why Yesung stopped crying(That being answered with Yesung saying “Because I don’t like to see you happy while I'm crying”) The two ------ without them knowing ------ have spent many time together, from they didn't know each other or at least, Yesung didn’t know Siwon until it started to feel right when Siwon was around, but no one knows it, no one knows that Yesung made everyone scared of him and that he was the one who could handle all the brutal students in their school and Siwon, the kind guy that everyone knows, is actually hanging with Yesung.
One day Siwon asked Yesung “Why don't you smile?” and the answer was simply “Why are you always smiling?”
“I want to see you smile” said Siwon
“And I really want to see you cry” said Yesung, and he really meant his words, because since that conversation Yesung started using his influence to make Siwon’s life at school really bad. Every one in Yesung’s influence bullied him, acted like he was never there, put way his desk, pour water on him, threw away all his stuffs like trash, and all his friends just knew Siwon had made a mess with Yesung and they made stepped away from Siwon. But all about that didn’t bothered Siwon even a little. Instead he kept going to meet Yesung where he saw the other crying when no one else as ever had have.
When he reach where Yesung was sitting he grabbed the other man's hand and made him stand.
“What. Do. You. Want” said Yesung angrily.
“Because of you I can’t use all my things again, so you must accompany me to buy the new ones” Siwon said smiling while dragging Yesung with him.
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After Yesung being dragged everywhere with the too hyper Siwon, he sat on the bench and watched the car that was passing by.
“Are you tired?” asked Siwon
“No, except that now my legs are numb”
Smiling Siwon said, “I’ll buy some drinks” and he crossed the street but then a really stupid car didn’t payed attention at the traffic light and ran with high speed towards the stupid man, Siwon. And sometimes your body couldn't move on it’s own.
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The man that now was laying powerless on the hard ground, was looking up, watching the sky. Though it’s quite blur with his own blood he could see the blue sky that he really likes. That he always wondered how it was to be a cloud up there, surrounded with the warm blue.
Slowly he closed his eyes, he could feel the pain taking over his body and he just wanted that pain to disappear soon.
“No!! Wake up!! Please wake up!!” he heard that familiar voice, he tried so hard to open his eyes again, and he looked the familiar face but covered with blood and tears, looking at him, slowly though it was so hard and hurt as he held his hand to cup the other cheek.
“Finally, I succeed to make you cry, didn't I?” asked Yesung with a heavy breathing “But I don’t like it, I think you look really better when you’re smiling” said Yesung and curved his lips into a smile as his eyes once again dripping off to felt into the absolute darkness.
Siwon was just crying silently and held the other man's hand on his cheek, felt the warmness of the other hand slowly fading away and Siwon’s heart felt the emptiness.
Finally he could see Yesung’s smile for the first and last time.
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i will love you, if you want to tell me what's your opinion,,,please?